chistina aguilera's world tour. guess who's got tickets?

YEA!!! IM GOING!!!

i won tickets on 987 fm.

A PAIR OF TICKETS TO CHRISTINA AGUILERA's WORLD TOUR.

IN SINGAPORE. INDOOR STADIUM. ON THE 30th JUNE!!

whoa. you have no idea how many watts my smile had when i got a call from ms vendetta and young from 987, asking me for the answer. One of the best moments of my life, but im sure 30th june would beat that. again, i stress, i CANNOT BELIEVE IM GOING TO SEE MY IDOL PERFORM LIVE!!!!!! aslam, got to see muse, now its my turn.

here's a little history.

when i was in p2, my mum gave me a little money, to purchase a cd of my choice. having grown up listening to the rolling stones, beatles, MJ, the clash, scorpion and alot of rock and roll music (and old school hip hop), i decided to take the approach of many pre tweens, britney spears.

two days after purchasing my first britney spears cd (the britney spears:oops i did it again album), i realised i made a mistake. i didnt like her songs cause i couldnt really make out what she was singing, or even WHAT she was singing for that matter.

so then, after thre months, i saw this girl's face on an album. so, i bought it. after a while, it grew on me, and the vocals were clear, ad she could really sing. the began the idol worship. christina aguilera was everywhere. bags, pencil cases, rooms, files. but i grew up, she had to share her space with the likes of usher,maroon five, johnny depp and incubus. but till today, i can safely say i'd never get sick of her.

so afer 3 years, her next album was stripped. i swear, till today, its worth every penny. every song is wonderlust, lyrics hitting a nerve, eieter guilt or sympathy, or you just know what shes talkin about cause she relates to you as much as she can. from songs tht exude emotions of pain,sorrow and whatnot, to songs that lift your spirits and tell you that you're not alone (soar, the voice within, and beautiful) if i felt like the whole world was coming down on me, nothing like a christina aguilera or linkin park record to lift me up again. she told me that she'd be right there when my world starts to fall in track no. 18 of stripped, and she did.

she made me appreciate the art of lyric writing,poetry,life and music. she made music my escape. i admire her conviction, and the most important thing is that she is not afraid of what others think of her, she lets htr emotions take over for the better, something the usual human is afraid of. she made the right choices along the way, thanking life's fruits, and never forgetting the people that got her there, and the people who tried to bring her down along the way. i aspire to take on her persona someday, something so indestructable, strong, unbreakable, makes her so desirable.

AND CHECK OUT THOSE PIPES YO. SHE CAN REALLY SING. NO JOKE AT ALL.

and she inspires. she is ready is take risks, like eg her back to basics album. not afraid of the audience's reaction. she's a true musician, venturing out to try new things, in honor of her childhood inspirations. she leaves everyone in awe with her vocals, i dont think anyone can say that she CANT SING. cause she can!

so yea, another dream settled. i got to see wade robson {october 31st 2006}(the amazing dancer, the guy, when he was a kid, was chosen to perform WITH MICHAEL JACKSON in his world tour)in MTV overdrive, the hip hop dance competition, which Fantastic Four from the Dance floor won!

now, the 2nd dream is about to be made come true! Christina Aguilera live.

3rd dream is an autograph from the man, al pacino himself.

the last dream, to see johnny depp. =] then i can die without regrets.

now the BIG QUESTION IS, who do i bring along for this once in a lifetime experience?
so many potential candidates, sparing choices.

till later guys! CARPE DIEM. we get lucky sometimes, dont give up hope!
maybe kenneth can see effren reys someday.

Insecure, and i dont care about my Black Jacket.

ok, i was on friendster, i searched...MARYMOUNT CONVENT SCHOOL.

and almost 50% of them are overseas, 20% lesbos, and the unfortunate 30% stuck in my position, the normal life. and out of that 30%, 10% are in normal schools while the other 20% are in ELITE schools.(elite including regular convent schools like SJC where i was supposed to be at)

there,concrete proof that life is such a fuck up. ok i am just kidding, im happy with where i am,and i definitely love unicorns.

anyway, about statistics. i noticed within that 10% (where i am) 8% have no friendster pictures of their own, or if they do they are...how shall i put it.... ok, better you go search yourself (here are the perks, there is stripping involved. no need adultfriendfinder!)

you know, ok maybe you dont know, i have always been wanting to graduate. i feel, the people around me, and me, are very fake. ten days from now and me and someone else are having a feud, my friends (in my opinion) would probably go side the other party. thats how fake i think they are. but i think im just thinking alot, too sensetive, almost deranged and crazy. ok i have no idea what im rambling about. let me make it clearer.

i think, that my friends, will not stand by me, at the end of the day. i dont know, maybe its just me, but i have been feeling really insecure these days. hmm still dont get it? ok here. lets say im having this fight with this boy, and at the moment no one says a word, even if im insulted. if this thing blows up, who would my friends go to, the boy with lots of money, and of course, a different skin colour, or me? this is just an example.

so what am i going to do, how am i supposed to assure myself my friends wont desert me. ahhh... there, i think you got it now.

an acquaintence once told me, friendship is a game of risk, and if you're lucky, you might just survive it.i feel his words now.

or maybe i think too much, i tend to do that alot these days. i am insecure about things and im not sure if the pple im mixing with are really the pple i shd be mixing with. not that there's any problem with them , but its the loyalty that is the question. i know we shouldnt expect alot out of people, but thats just human nature so suck it up.

so yea. im glad i let it out. i realise i dont trust pple that eaily, i dont even trust myself sometimes. then it hit me, life IS risk. so yes, im going to close my eyes and let destiny(ok scratch that, sounds too corny) life take me wherever it can take me.im bound to fall, and thats the way it is.

but dont forget, i am a very vengeful person. so if you happen to hurt me...=[[

so yes, about waiting to graduate... today was my o level mt written paper. was alright. hopefully i didnt screw up. my friend misunderstood the compo question and she got mad at me as though it was my mistake she didnt know what the question was talking about.

but overall it was fine, kenneth said he could pass, an the malay paper seemed ok so yes, everyone's happy. HURRAH!

so which is better, marymount or beatty? convent/slut school or gangsta/neighbourhood school?

its like comparing...

VS

ok, up to you to decide which is beatty and which is marymount. too hard for me to choose.

ok, my house looks like a tornado just hit. me joj0 and shane (yes he's back hurrah!) tried to share on teeny weeny be while watching love actually.(i weeped and stained shane's shirt.) and then now it looks...lopsided. then the cake that those two ate...the plate hant been washed for three hours so there are cake bits STUCK to the plate! and it looks..... nvm

but those two are my homies.

okay, no idea about what to blog about. i have been trying to inspire myself the whole day but nothing comes up.OK,pple. i just remembered, i have a problem. i think you've heard before, but im hving a problem with chosing my path

JC VS POLY

oh yea, the big question. didnt see that one coming did ya?of course you did. here's the timeline

2004-2005: VJC

2005-end 2005:SAJC.

2006-June 2006: CJC/SAJC

June 2006-NOW: CJC/NP MASS COMM.

HOW??!!! and my mum doesnt want me to go through direct admission for poly cause its risky (what if i dont like it there, im very fickleminded as you can see from above) everyone has their own point of view, problem is...I DONT HAVE MINE. i need to find one ASAP.

jojo is going to NP to do Business or CJC. Shane is done, Clarence is in NJC. so how?!

poly and jc have their own pros and cons, i dont have to bother to list them cause you probably are more familiar with them then i already am. so how am i going to make this life altering decision!

i hope at this point of time i have this very persuasive friend that will persuade me to ta along wherever he/she goes, cause i honestly have no idea where the fuck to go!!!

okay,i am going to eat now. MEXICANO here i come.

Happy Birthday Mum!

Here are the things that brightened up my week. (oh and my report card)
MY SPECIAL PREMIERE TICKETS FOR PIRATES III AT WORLDS END. =]]]]] ON THE 23rd MAY. isnt that just, spelendid?! watching my baby first in ASIA was an awesome experience, i'd say much better than spidey actually.

AND GUESS WHAT?!!!
I'm watching it again this week with glendo,melvin and ulfred. =]]]]
just like last year, i caught it three times (dead man's chest."


and yes, my brand new maroon 5 album, which is just..... =]]


the music is something so raw, its almost too good to be true. i'm typing this while adam's voice is ......*indescribable* through the speakers. i'd say its a good buy if you're a fan of maroon 5, sex(the lyrics are a little disturbing for almost every song),adam levine and electronic rock.

Everyone,please view this. ITS HILARIOUS. will explain another day.

i'm rather sick of pointless blogging, but im so busy these days. everythings so exciting. i promise tmr i'll blog properly, to satisfy MYSELF.

alright, everyone. TODAY IS MUMMY's BIRTHDAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY.

we at home are planning a big surprise, and my dad is horrid at planning surprises, so i've got little help, hopefully it all goes well! *crosses fingers,toes and everything else possible*
later on joey's coming for a pirates marathon,we plan to freeze frame the part where johnny says, ello' Beastie! in dead man's chest. if all goes well, today's gonna be great.

tomorrow's MT Os. GOOD LUCK EVERYONEEE. =]

pirates,screenshts./

will talk about career day some other day. ooh. no puns.

here are some of my lousy print screens that i've been meaning to put up but never got to.

the first one is a conversation between me and michael, when we were talking about how our lives are so boring. his day was 6 hours on photoshop,and mine 2 hours on myspace. so i drew it out, and he thought i was mad.

the next one is the VERY ANNOYING POP UP talking about some poker games that we can play online. so friggin annoyin

the next one is the conversation between me and kenneth, that was funny before, if you were there.

the next one is my current desktop, which is so... FLAWLESS.

the next one is the yakult, which i liked very much. i am also not sure if i had posted it before so i decided to. repeats dont do no harm.

THIS IS SINGAPORE IN THE PIRATES ERA.

i went to the website out of curiousity, quite interactive, and the set on the show looked alot like this.

yes, i caught pirates of the caribbean 3, at world's end. with joey,kabil,clarence. yupp. on the 23rd of may, the premiere at grand cathay. one day earlier. =]]

IT WAS AWESOME

a little slow, but all worth it cause the plot was extremely satisfying, effects were yumm, hans zimmer gave awesome music. and alot more other stuff like the acting. Cast were exceptionally good. The most funny out of the three installments.

i have to be unbiased so here's the bad part. Duration. it was slow moving. and you gotta really listen to dialogue. other than that.

FABULOUS.

1020382798924783294738974832748274874087 STARS

BEING THAT NUMBER THE MAXIMUM.

so yea, another meaningless post for ya'll to chew on.

its not as though i have a counter anyway? =]

happy holidays everyone!

Sometimes.

Sometimes, ok maybe mosta the time, i feel like a complete fucker.

no really, i think i ought to complain about the fact that i complain too much.

hmm.

I am very petty actually, i just dont show it. and if i do, you could expect a nuclear explosion in 2903 seconds.

what am i talking about? pretty simple actually. i realise i complain too much about life and its idiosyncracies. "everything about life pretty much stinks", i heard myself say that yesterday to joey.

joey just gave me this " you are such a drama queen sometimes, that's why i am giving you this skeptic look" look.

and then it hit me like i just reached the damn speed limit. i damn well know that my tissue paper god gave me a life that i am supposed to lead, at most with little complains.

the thing about me is that even if i have almost no room to complain, i'd find a way through that mouse hole to make a comment, turning me into a tyrant at the end of the day where everyone ends up at odd ends.

worst thing is, all the while i've been thinking life's the damn problem. now i see that it is, undoubtedly me.

i have great friends, parents that are worth a million times more than the people who are on my mind at the moment.

i think my mind is too worthy to be even thinking about them at the moment. but i have to cause i think it is rather because of them that i've lost a certain bone in me.

but i have to thank them anyway, to much contradiction, yes i am mindful of that. without them i wouldn't have realised how unforgiving the world is. and how people tend to screw up, no one lives a perfect life.thanks to them i realised the other flaw in me.(this one i'll save for 30 years later)

right now, you need to know, everyoe need a little bitching (quote widya) these things in life happen, and if people are not willing to give you a second chance, then too bad. you just gotta strt over. i learnt that while typing this.

joey told me yesterday " you know, you've become really boring lately, not as noisy as usual." and i got pissed at that.

i thought she expected something out of me, and then i blew it up to such a huge proportion saying everyone is expecting alot out of me, making me sound like some kind of enormous pathetic loser.

and then joey says, " i was merely concerned. you have issues babe"

huh, that explains it. i worry too much. and causing others to be concerned.

i've got no quotes for this one, i dont think any famous guy would have made up some quote for someone who complains and worries too much.

this woman in my estate, always snatches the elevator. i think i ought to be nice to her.

alright about my mid years. GET READY FOR A COMPLAINT.

you see, mr ng, on a really nice friday morning, told us that DIRECT SCHOOL ADMISSION FORM is now available, we can fill it in based on mid year results.

WTF, MID YEARS! if you had told me earlier i would have mugged harderr.knnbccb

so yea, i was pretty pissed about that.

kenneth told me that even if we apply, we wont get it cause its rare that they'd pick beatty students cause we're stupid know?

and my midyear result aint all that fancy. justifying kenneth's notion.

English: B3

Emath: B3

Amath: F9

Chem: B4

Physics: C5

Comb Humans: (dont know expecting a B)

Geography: (dont know expecting a B)

Tamil: A1

haha, i admit i havent studied hard, mugged hard. i left it to te last minute and .... sigh. no poin complaining here SINCE, it was my fault. i didnt study hard enough. havent been since i got plain lazy. all my fault.

My L1R3 is 11. WTHHH.

happy about english though. =]] one of the elite few who got a b3.

but there are people in my class who have grades like these//

English: B3
Emath: A1
Amath: B3
Chem: A1
Physics: A1
Comb Humans: (dont know expecting an A)
Geography: (dont know expecting an A)
MT: A2/A1

yea, thats what i'm complainin about. my place in E2, whether or not i truly deserve it.

and then there are some fuckers who say, mid year only, work harder next time.

KNNNNNN. just because your grades are fancy you dont get to say that.

i am not used to the fact that i am an average student now, since i am in E2, along with people who are as smart/smarter than me.

i guess its something i just have to get used to and not complain.

i'm gonna graduate anyway.

i'll leave with you with a quote from a future genius

" Eh, Physics leh. I am quite sure I'm not going to do well. I suck at physics"- Husler number 16

and in case you're wondering, she got an A2.

in case you're also wondering, my class is full of people as such.

thats why, my life, SUCKED

but as joey said.

I COMPLAIN TOO MUCH.

so i dont see why i should complain anymore.

i made my life this way, my responsibility to shut up, and fix it.

and if it seems way impossible, or people are just not willing to let you fix it.

then let them be. they then prove to be not your real friends.

i dont want to complain anymore, i am sick of it.

sick of hearing myself and my incessant tyranny.

so yea. i call it quits. my topsy turvy relationship with COMPLAINS have

FINALLY. UNDOUBTEDLY. ENDED//

so, for those of you who have been going through dark times (not dark times like, my pool cue needs to be repaired. teeheehee kenneth) you know what you need, a possible....

REALITY CHECK.

cause the problem, mosta the time, lies within you.

i hope you have seen the light at the end of the tunnell, like i did.

it helps to have friends like a joey.

joe doe. thanks.

"the people i thought were my best friends abondoned me when i needed them the most.

BUT the real surprise was the people who stood by me", Unknown.

this quote calls out to me. i'm not going to wallow in self pity and complain about the first line of the quote, instead appreciate and understand the true meaning of the quote, lying within THE SECOND LINE. moving on from the first.

if you, have been a victim of bad friendships, maybe its time to re-look the situation.

"when there's no one else, look inside yourself. Like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within. Then you'll find the strength, that will guide the way. Then you'll begin to trust the voice within", Christina Aguilera.

yea, this helps. by the way she's coming to singapore.

so, today's post have been about complains, people and friendships. i honesty feel like i've slowed down the car, more like a leisurely stroll now. i'm quite sure i wont crash anytime soon.

i've been wanting to end this post for quite some time now, i started out thinking it would be short, and until now i still have things to say. funy how things change so quickly.

i've learnt alot, no point fussing over hustlers, and other thingamagix's life throws at you.

just catch those things, make a transformer out of it, and hurl it back to life. i'm sure its the first time you've heard of something like that.

maybe someday, i could be a famous person with a quote.

here's the post that was meant to suffice a million hours ago when i felt like the whole world is coming down on me. wait, it isnt. so aish,

YOU CAN BREATHE NOW.

i'll end it off, i promise, with a quote by yours truly.

"no point fussing over hustlers, and other thingamagix's life throws at you. just catch those things, make a transformer out of it, and hurl it back to life. " Aish, just your average teen.

sorry, i just had to. CARPE DIEM EVERYONE!

taxi

blogger is like, screwed. the layout is whack. i hope they service it. I AM NOT A HAPPY BLOGGER. ok so, aslam mentioned the real tom riddle (lord voldemort) is actually rather dashing. not too dashing to be on THE LIST but who cares.

ok, so another thing, i was rather prejudiced when doing the list, i noticed i left out orlando bloom. good old orlie. he's tied with jake gyllenhall (wtf do you spell his name, i hope i got it right.)

so here, to do all orlie fans justice. pretty boy comes in now.

http://images.search.yahoo.com/search/images?p=tom+riddle&fr=yfp-t-501&toggle=1&cop=mss&ei=UTF-8&vc=&fp_ip=SG

and here's young tom riddle, before he got ugly.

and for the girls, i realise i left out

, alyssa milano

nice. i decided to not remove kirsten. aslam would murder me.

so yea, my exams are two days away, ive done my revision, and my conscience is sceaming at me "wth are you doing online!"

so i'll make this short. 1st of all, taxi drivers. today, i took a taxi to the temple. i was late, and flustered, and no mood for nonsense talk. so the guy was like "how may i help you this fine day mam?"and i go "toapayoh temple".

AND HE TRIES TO MAKE SMALL TALK WITH ME.

taximofo: ohhh, the temple.wow, very religious girl.

me:erm, yah. go straight, take the flyover.

taximofo:i've been driving for many years, i know the way.

me:ok /plugs in mp3.

taximofo: acts as though he is unaware that i'm listening to muse "starlight". kids these days, own handphones, mp3 players, when i was young we only know how to play 5 stones. 5cents can buy ice kachang. sigh

me:i see, turn right uncle!

taxidriver goes STRAIGHT

KNNBCCBMOFOOOOOOOO/

ohoh, sorry sorry. im an old man.

knn, dont drive lah. stupid fucker. i am already late.

on the other hand, on my way home, the cab guy was a no nonsense driver. all action, no talk.

he past by the red light three times without stopping.

i was not late for anything

PANGSAI I NEARLY DIEDDD BECAUSE OF HIS SPEED.

thank god no traffic police, i wasnt wearing seatbelt somemore. (the rule that you have to even if you're seated behind)

so ya. there are the extremes. so please. taxi drivers.i dont wanna die.

ok, loads more to say but i have a tyrant yelling at me. see yall may 15th.

joey, oth is out.