some serious fretting

okay,. so i have been stuck for about 3 hours, staring at both my comparison poems and feeling like crap since ive got my summaries left, and my economics test to study for.

thank god aaron is still as clueless as me.

well guess what, im going out to nature to fins some inspiration.

and oh, PI can just...fuck isnt it due tmr?

freaking hailstorm the other day, got fucking scared i thought the world was gonna end.

fuck.

its not been good, not been great. its not been another episode in aish's life, the one that has been rather... smooth so far.

well maybe i demand too much, but im a girl who needs attention. and you know what, im going to take this time off to open my eyes and see, for what kind of person you truly are. i am closer to the truth, in fact i already am there. its just, a little hard for me to accept/believe. i guess i am going to have to let you go soon, but not just yet. let me have some fun first, you know sometimes i dwell in fantasies of how your life's going to be miserable, and how i'm going to make that happen. difficult to comprehend? doubt so.

im far ahead of melodrama, now its all about me. you're going to regret this, cause i havent been this angry in a VERY long while.

busy

today was a blur, i got my new timetable and shane was basically grring me since he ended at one today (kriffith ended at 11, like wtf) and i had so much information cramped up my ass, and my PMS isn't getting any better. today i walked through the corridor and when i found out i had 10 math tutorials not done i nearly freaked out and died (NEVER EVER SLACK OFF DURING THE HOLIDAYS) i am paying for it now, actually i am not, i was stuck playing viwawa for ten minutes and then server fucking maintainence, killmenow seriously.

so now i have to finish brave new world, fucking answer 4 long structured questions for othello, find out bout hybrid fruits and vege, history of pulau ubin, 11 math tutorias, econs tutorial, already prepare my 3 penalty summaries for geog since i screwed up pop quiz on the readings. just when i thought cjc was slack. tmr if we had a pop quiz on othello or volcanic activity i would just DIE, like seriously.

drama and syf to worry about, now i know when i need to breathe, which is like nvr.
went out too much during the holidays, finished like,3 pages of readings. out of like, 17 pages? die, fuck fuck fuck.

cbk i am so angry i could... grr.

today was better than never.

haha, im back from drama camp, i loveeee DRAMA :DDDDDD i love the arts, i love theatre, i love megs shouting at us when we dont know downstage from upstage, when jasvier's making those really stupid indian jokes and calling me his favourite junior :D i love nat and sherri and debra and dan and EVERYONE IN DRAMA, they are all so like me :D:D:D:D:D no amount of words can express how much I LOVEEEE DRAMA LAHHH CANNNNN :D

anyway today it was my cbk, paolo's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAOLO! :D:D seriously, i loved the look on your face with your proncess balooon. here are your pictures lah cbk.


i love t2, and my baby:D

can you sense my anger.

10th march, flipping monday













im rather angry.

my new most hated phrase is "see how"

knbccb, my new classmates are more reliable.


anyway, on an "ok" note, bridging and class outing today was super shiok. gab,nic and becca all wanna mosh with the 75 dollar tick at maroon5 (becca moron5), i tell them all you can see is the goddamn pillar but they still want to go and im super tempted to tag along cause they are definitely fucking awesome company (boy was that a long sentence)

so, should i go? i mean, after being lao sai cheated of my feelings once, i dunno if i can recuperate. wlao im so drama lah eat shit.


(today's update, 11th march)
okay 75 dollar tics are close to sold out, gabbie and i are hanging on to dear life, hahaha. caroline is so NICE.

class outing today was fabulous. :D

happy bdae paolo. get your fat ass to geog bridging.

it wont be soon before long.

i am so going, suck on that.

cant stop,everytime i wind up back at your door.

alright, so megan, marilyn sheila and i will be heading to mos next week :D YAY! EXCITESSSSSSSSSSS.

i caught 10000 bc with homie, ulfred yesterday. i found it rather amusing, especially how the portray the black men in the movie. ulfred and i just kept laughing to ourselves, there was a guy who looked alot like will.i.am and jermaine dupri. heh.

well overall, i preferred 10000 bc to the leap years since the leap years was over the top sappy and predictable. well 10000 bc was far fetched but the title 10000 bc made up for it.

and who knew, that camilla belle was that hot? i mean lava monster always was obsessed with her but i never understood it. i watched when a stranger calls twice, still didnt see it.

but 10000 bc, WHOA boy is she smokin.

and i bet you didnt know. sky high's warren peace? he is d'leh in 10000 bc, the macho guy in the poster.


like zomg, the guy sure get rugged good. :D


shall post up some random pictures soon, now skk needs some hugs.

this is what happens before math. during math. and after math.
presenting from left to right, aaron (french) and neighbor. and then there's paulo, my bitch.

i tell you, my class is really rocking.

i tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it.

tussidex forte, linctus.

doesnt it sound like a bad word? well its just my cough concoction. its worse that shit that you drink before the BCG. gawd EWWWW eat shit.
okay, now that the ordeal is over, let me tell you why i shouldnt switch to lj.

all my old archives will be gone right? i mean... why start all over?!
no, so dont bug me bugface :D

my class is the shiznitx, i love the cheesetarts, and paulo is turning out to be more than what he seems to be, maybe i should engage in more than just a 4 sec conversation with him on the bus, one that will not involve bitching.

im missing my pokemon already, fuckmenow. why am i so needy?


oh yea, to that special friend of mine. you bring out the worst in me, in a good way. i love you for what you did yesterday, what you did today, what you will do tomorrow. you always seem to have my back, no matter what. i REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

and yea, if i dont manage to find anyone. you can ogle with me, at adam levine of course.

let me get back to my non existant studying and my desperate desperate skk. we'll hug each other to sleep my big fat cat!

cant help but wait

you know how you wish you can do over.
well thats not gonna happen that easily.


today i was spose to go out with t30 and darl jolene but i phased out.
i spent my day doing cardio and lyrical hip hop. and i ran.
the amount of endorphins i released today will be enough to give you an orgasm.
im not a fan of cardio at all, but i feel so good i could, nvm.


if only what i did could keep my mind off things, things that frustrate me so much.
sometimes i wish i had stayed under my blastoise shell, my emotions were so much safer there, under the protection of my hardcore hydro pump :(