angry, hurt, and a little confused

you go the extra mile, to show how much you adore someone,

and you get squat back.

not even a thank you that was heart felt.

all i felt was distance and awkward shit.


this is why i fucking shouldnt be nice to people. :(

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FRIED RICE PARADISE

CONGRATULATIONS PAOLO AND SCLUB!!!!

PHARRELL

so, coldplay is on the 23rd march, and N.E.R.D mosaic festival on the 20th. 40 to see pharrell from a far is worth it, so yea. i'll pay for my own n.e.r.d tix. anyone wanna sponsor my coldplay tickets, i'll promise to love you forever, comes with benefits one!!!!



pharrell is so yummy, find me a boy toy like him.

listen to yeah you, by N.E.R.D.

the hills

slumdoggie indian pride

and slumdog win 8 out of 10 nominations this year.



epic movie. everybody should go watch it now if you havent, like seriously



epic fail econs test.

why do men move on so quickly - because, they suck.

You took my hand, You showed me how, You promised me you'd be around.

I took your words, And I believed, In everything, You said to me.

If someone said three years from now, You'd be long gone.
I'd stand up and punch them out, Cause they're all wrong.
I know better, Cause you said forever, And ever, Who knew.

Remember when we were such fools, And so convinced and just too cool.
I wish I could touch you again, I wish I could still call you friend, I'd give anything.

When someone said count your blessings now, before they're long gone.
I guess I just didn't know how, I was all wrong.
They knew better, Still you said forever.
And ever,Who knew.

I'll keep you locked in my head, Until we meet again, And I won't forget you my friend.
What happened.

That last kiss, I'll cherish, Until we meet again.
And time makes, It harder, I wish I could remember.
But I keep, Your memory, You visit me in my sleep.
My darling,Who knew.


i used to, hate this song. well not really, just didnt see why it should mean much to anyone, now i see. haha. ironic isnt it?

i hate feeling this way. i hate admitting, i hate confiding, i hate everything about you and me. i just hate wanting to go back to three months ago to where everything was peachy.

It's been raining since you left me,Now I'm drowning in the flood, You see I've always been a fighter,But without you I give up.

yes i still sob over you, i admit defeat, so yea why isnt this pain going away yet, its high time already.

Wondering if I'll stay, Young and restless, Living this way I stress less.
I want to pull away when the dream dies,The pain sets it and I don't cry, I only feel gravity,
and i wonder why.

is it cause i felt too much, is it cause i was genuine? is it cause you've changed, is it cause i never meant anything to you?

That last kiss I'll cherish Until we meet again

i dont know if i'll ever bump into you again, but though i wanna be able to laugh at your face and tell you how happy i am, i probably wont be able to cause you're likely to be linking arms with someone better,smarter,prettier, whichever floats your boat.

Can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be.

what puzzles me the most is that, are men programmed this way? no really, some guys i know of took a long time, to get over their girlfriends, and even crushes. i dont understand how men can easily move on from one girl to another within a matter of days, weeks, months. does that mean all that has been said and done before are shelved, burried beneath the dust?

to you everything was just a game,
yeah you played me good,
But i want you, i want you, i want you,
So much more than i should,
Yes i do.

i dont know if its just me, but i take really long to even GET OVER a crush and move on for to a new one, i guess i just am more sensitive and place more emotional attachment to human relationships since i value them alot. whereas people nowadays just move on from one crush to another, be it rejection or just plain boredom. so lets say i have a crush on you, i tell you about it, doesnt work out, a couple of months later i tell you that i like someone else, how would you react? i know, yea, it didnt work out so it shouldnt bother you as much, but then again wouldnt you want to question my sincerity as a person. i mean if it took more than just 2 months than you'd probably understand. so yeah, i dont know, maybe...its just me.


at times like these, you just wish to give up on love, and the emotions, the fun stuff, the laughter and the tears that go with it. so i think im right about this. for those who've found love, hold on tight, those who havent, dont go looking for it, and dont wish for it to come. cause trust me, ive been there, it fucks you hard and leaves you bleeding dry with nothing left to live for.

I see lovers in the streets walking,
without a care.
They wear it out loud
like there's something in the air
Oooooh, well i don't care

They're treading lightly
No they, don't sink in
There's no tracks to follow
they don't care where they going
hmm

And if they're lucky yeah they'll,
they'll get to see and if they're
really really lucky they'll
get to feel..

And it kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
makes your blood flow.
It's better that you know,
That love is hard.

Love takes hostages,
gives them pain.
gives someone the power to
hurt you again and again
oooh, but they don't care

And if they're lucky yeah they'll,
they'll get to see and if they're
really really lucky they'll
they'll get to feel.
And if they're, they're truely blessed
then they'll get to believe
and if you're dammed, you'll never
let youreself be deceived.

And it kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
makes your blood flow.
It's beter that you know,
That love is hard.

Kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
makes your blood flow.
It's beter that we know..

And it kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
And makes your blood flow.
It's beter that you know,
That love is hard..

love is hard, love is hard.

If it was easy,
it wouldn't mean nothing tough.

james morrison;







thank you for wasting your time reading this angsty post, if you think you're capable of sweeping me off my feet with your arguement of how i was totally wrong about this, and you can prove it to me, call 1800-go-screw-yourself.

ftw

wlao, do you know how its been with a dysfunctional keyboard that cant type out "qwerty", kns, rather kill myself then type a sentence with pmsing keyboard last night.

but, dad, being as fabulous as he is got me a new one today, hurray. im not used to the un-noisy keyboard, and i keep making typos, so yeahhhhhh. :)

today, my gp tutor's fly was open, and THAT was the highlight of my day.

AND OHHHH, i still have no clue on what to wear of friday for film night. :(

and im missing someone really badly, im thinking of inventing a time machine.

:D

i love dev patel, slumdogg millionaire!

happy valentine's day.

not.

put em high

fun pretending like dont know anything. really, its like, playing hard to get;

okay thing is, i sorta, wasnt able to like... prepare the vday cards on time, and i dont wanna do shoddy work. tmr if you're lucky you'll get cards and chocs or some special thingee.

need to quit

wah, at this rate im gonna need a pack of winstons to get me through next week, kns.

7th week, 3 weeks to the week i find out i really wasnt cut out for jc.
common tests, i thought they were only gonna test on this year's stuff ya know?
i need to stop swearing, be more demure.


okay, need to get to working my ass off at making perfect miniature gifts for vday. yes, i made one for naren menon, since he's :D

and to you, my disgusting faggotface ass of a ex boyfriend, i hope you have an awesome wonderful valentines' day.

no bitchassness

everyday you learn something new in school.
today i learnt a valuable lesson.
it may seem harmless right,
but its just like smoking.
really, im not joking.
DONT BITCH.
especially behind closed doors, peoples' back, whichever.
it will get you nowhere, prolly end up getting yourself hurt, others hurt,
and also making you look like a total retard, you end up laughing at your immaturity while typing this.

so yea, in paolo's wise words last year, dont bitch, BITCH.

wtf, love really was blind in your case.

those who i value closest to my heart....r allowed to read my chapter.....r u one of those who r closest to my heart?..like duh u r....but it has jus began...



LIKE WTH CAN YOU GET ANYMORE LOSER JUST GO AND OVERDOSE ON SLEEPING PILLS AND DIE ALREADY LIKE SERIOUSLY.

haha. met up with ulfred today after a gazillion years. missed him manz. he's at chinky dinner now. tonight's thaipusam, wish me luck that i get pass the crowd tonight and dont bump into anyone i know later mofo embaressing.

thank you fel for the thaipusam wish in the morning. hahaha! :D
firewalker? kenneth so ignorant!



and no K, SO DEFFO NOT CLOSE, it was an attempt at embaressment. i cannot stand subject in discussion. hehe. hope your ankle is okay love.

The world's biggest gang bang

the only non porn photograph i could find of infamous annabel chong, kenneth's wet dream.


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Annabel_Chong


please read, and be awed that she is singaporean. LKY must be proud. NOT

grown up V

dont kill me V

sick remixes

this one is just dance worthy :D



wah fucking cool.




SICK :(

school sucks i know

having super breakout as a game in your phone doesn't really help with tutorials or lectures. i end up unlocking more phases and secret levels, but nothing about hydraulic shit goes in my head. and my stomach aches back and i feel nauseous and i'm missing someone really badly.

people always leave, screw the part where everyone says, sometimes they do come back. but heroes, gossip girl and one tree hill is :D

im tired of doing stuff for people and not for myself, im tired of being tired. i want to escape, i want to be free. i want to get away, can someone take me awayy just for a while, just for a breath of fresh non-school, no trouble air. i miss those days where my only worry was what kind of shit they were gonna serve me for lunch in kindergarden. now i've got tonnes to worry about, tonnes of decisions to make. yeah, its part of getting older, wiser, more responsible. screw responsibility, sometimes a girl just wants to have fun.

im quite sure im not the only one feeling all this pressure, my classmates are getting pretty gross to look at with their puffy eyebags and foul mouths like paolo (joke, t2 always gorgeous), today we had a break where almost half the class slept, but i was rudely awakened by a phonecall, so i only had 24 minutes of sleep, 50 minutes would have really worked wonders.

i hate being this moody. i hate pmsing, and most of all, i fucking hate gastric pains i hope you die and burn in hell.

i love tan leeyen

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