:(

hi my name is aish

and im a complete emotional wreck thanks to you.


thanks for ruining my life.

El Impacto- Daddy Yankee feat fergie

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes/Windows Media Player/ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
the way i are- keri hilson and timbaland
(HAHAHAHA.)


2.How would you describe yourself?
I could get used to this- The Veronicas
(haha, i take a while to get used to nehh)

3.What do you like in a girl/guy?
Waterfalls- TLC
(um,i like his waterfalls, somehow it sounds kinky)

4.How do you feel today?
Be without you- mary j blige
(haha, no lah not THAT emo)

5.What is your life's purpose?
The worse pies in london- sweeney todd
(to be helena carter, jiayan said i have the eyes of bellatrix lestrange, i will nvr forget that.)

6.What is your motto?
Hit me up- Gia Farrell
(i am thsex!)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Come into my world- kylie minogue.
(ohmyfck.)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Photobooth- Death Cab For cutie
(HUHHHHH?!)

9.What do you think about very often?
sweet misery-michelle branch
(no shit, its actually quite true.)

10.What is 2 + 2?
Deja Vu (hey it rhymes)- Beyonce
(hahaha.)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Best i ever had- vertical horizon
(WHOA DAMN COINCIDENTAL!!!! AWESOME)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Ride wit You- Gunit and joe
(i think my hormones are...)

13.What is your life story?
Sweet Sacrifice- Evanescence
(oookayyy...)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
American Boy- estelle feat kanye
(no i do not!)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Kryptonite- 3doorsdown
(awesome, yea. he is a little like that)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Crazy- Lumidee feat pitbull
(hip hop at my wedding, rather appropriate)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Give it to me- Nelly furtado, Justin Timberlake and timbaland
(fcuk i need to change the collection of songs)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Anonymous- Bobby Valentino and Timbaland
(hmm...yea. pretty much.)

19.What is your biggest fear?
Umbrella- Rihanna
(HAHAHAHAH. the song itself sends shivers down my spine)

20.What is your biggest secret?
Bittersweet- Kanye west feat john mayer
(he is.)

21.What do you think of your friends?
Satisfaction- Benni Benassi
( mY friendds are the sex.)

22.What will you post this as?
El Impacto- Daddy Yankee feat fergie
(HAHAHAHA)

23.What song would you play during your first time having sex?
The real slim shady- eminem
(i'd be doing him :D)


ehhhh kenneth, widya, leeyen, aslam, k7, vinee, ashok. do okay, quite fun

i havent studied.

have a told you how much i LOVE ee cha kueh (how the fuck do you spell it)

okay im telling you now.

tmr geog, GG.

mia

okay like i nearly GGed cause my computer crashed recently. i swear, living witout a computer is like living a fugitive's life. okay maybe not, but the agony was pretty similar. not being able to lay back and listen to itunes was like, zomg terror zone.

so i got it totally revamped, and idump pretty much helped with my music transfer, just that all my pictures are gone. :( i have some on my blog, i guess that i'd have to make do with that. i just realised EOM's due soon, need to start working on it.

anyone know why windows live msnger is not downloading? ive tried every fucking thing on the planet.

i miss my computer, i will treasure you more. i need a name for this little slice (machine) of heaven, ideas?

aslam is nuts

ohmygod, did you guys hear?! major news. aslam sold his guitar. to buy... a GAME. like -.- its like giving up becoming the next american next top model to become a housewife.
kenneth. says (22:22):
walao. give up your dream of being a rockstar to be a geeky gamer.


so TRUE. wth is wrong with you. this game better be worth it ahhhhh.

onto other important newsss, like czech vs turkey tonight. WAHHHHZOMG :D:D:D:D:D:D GO CZECH GO!

so i'm like rootng for spain, portugal and of course ehem italy (WAHLAO WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS, refers to draw with romania and loss to netherlands)

espaniol glory at stake :D:D:D

okay, then right, my exams are here. fuck.

so now that the rain's gone

i have done basically everything but get down to studying. done with the partying, the shopping, the talking online, basically all procrastination activities have ceased. i am basically running out of excuses to start studying religiously. wanna know what sucks more, im secretly hoping my phone would buzz so that i would put off studying. just a few texts. right now i wouldnt mind an hour long phone call, even with you daddy.

yesterday night i had chill out session with beep, who was pretty much vulnerable last night, sorry dude, take a chill pill!

can somebody tell me how to get rid of miss procrastination?!!!i need to get back to my study mode, you know the one that sends random panic attacks to the nerve system in the body, that kind! i know what its like to be a slacker, its been 3 weeks since i last religiously mugged, i have been lying to myself, i feel horrible.

who knew, that growing up could be so....ahhhhh the drama.

jackiemon.

you know how you make such elaborate plans and have all these dreams that tomorrow's plan's gonna be awesome and nothing's gonna screw up and we're all gonna live happily ever after? and then everything goes wrong, and you do everything you can to salvage the sitch. and then you feel shitty cause the other party isnt the least bit bothered? okay, i know you dont know how it feels like. but i do! thats one more thing i know compared to you,HAH!

you know how guilt's the worst feeling i thought i'd feel, i was immensely wrong. its the feeling of betrayal, the lost of trust in someone, aiyoh so melodramatic. its true that we all go looking for drama in our lives lah, esp me. fuck my sensitive nature and my rather awesome intuition.

people go looking for trouble, and im a class act. no kidding there. sucks that your apology doesnt seem to mean anything anymore.

one puff.

anyways, my week was pretty mind blowing?
no lah, I've just been having such a good time, holidays never smelt this awesome. but WHAT IS UP WITH THE WEATHER?!!!!! rain go away okay? anyway, the new song on my blog is like, one of my all time favorites. not that the lyrics mean anything to me, its just such a good party song. and Katy Perry actually sang another song called " You're So Gay". Pretty obsessed with sexuality i guess.

baby called yesterday, totally shocked super sweet, long distance calls are just oh so romantic sometimes. sighhh, just when i thought i could get rid of that "i miss you" nagging feeling it hits me like a big yellow taxi.

met widya on saturday for tlc, ayyy i miss that girl.

eyy, tell you, brownie is bagus. i know you wanna slurp off all the chocolate on the hot plate, it sizzles. yummy, me salivating

BEFORE I FORGET OR MY COM CRASHES WITHIN THE NEXT THREE DAYS, happy birthday to weedeeyaa chen hui jing melati johan. you give us wings :D anyway, bet you're all at her shindig now, some bbq going on. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIDYA :DD 8th june :D (posted 6th june)

well on monday i had lit lecture, met shane,sara and rachel, had lunch and we were supposed to study but we ended up CHATTING away until like, 5 at lido. gossiping about a certain monkey we all know. shane's SUPER FUNNY. :D and pravind's paul's birthday.

then i met up with my council gang. photos below, boy i realised i missed them so much, wished safwan melvin and the other missing people were there. gathering on the 16th people, for jq's bdae. lets go to lau pa sat or newton circus to eat. cheap and GOOD :D:D:D:D:D SATAY YAY. oh and 4e2, i dont know if you got the msg from mr chan but testimonials are ready to be collected from the 16th of june onwards, 9-5 at the general office. council gang, wanna get ours together before jq's bdae thingee? let me know!

glenda is missed by me!

okay then tuesday was...pretty awesome, met up with ulfred for lunch, budden i found out HE ATE ALREADY, so he practically watched me eat my pasta. and then we went off to the arcade and played for about an hour. some game called silent hill, big time balls shrinker i swear, but we lasted pretty well so yea. but a decent game 4 bucks nia, robbers. there's mario like daytona, should try that someday. bumped into my uncle but he didnt see me. At night was k7 (casey's) birthday shindig at amk. met his awesome family, i pretty much helped with the cooking, didnt eat much. felicia practically finished the crabmeat for us. i liked the prawn though :D took loadsa pictures and videos and did alot of stupid things. hehe. happy bdae again k7, hope you had an awesome time with us :D

wednesday was out with my cousins after a really long time, really awesome people and i miss them already. got pretty wasted and screwed by my parents, but thats a diffrent story. thanks vinod for the bike ride. muah. :D

and then thursday was fucked up, stay home and study day. hehe. but the highlight wassssssssss, baby called :D

and today (6th June) was breakfast club with pravind, had my first real breakfast in quite some time, and i should never doubt pravind paul's appetite, but he didnt go for his second sausage mcmuffin, pretty surprising, the other thing is that HE DIDNT GO ONLINE TODAY, he's totally unplugged. good on you! stay safe tonight dood.

got home at around 1, knocked out, somehow, and spent sometime studying. i love the holidays lahh, but i feel pretty slack, tmr's my first tuition after god knows how long, and im finally seeing janani and baby after their LONG holiday so yea, tmr's gonna be good i guess. i cant wait to see shalini too, sorta miss her :D

oh, i got tagged by both widya and ashok so i guess its my turn :D

1.How long will you wait for someone you love?

not really long, depends on how much moolah involved. hehe.

2. What do you want to do now?

redress?sleep

3. What would you do when your dearest lost trust in you?

um, if he/she's worth it(obviously, since their my dearest), i'd give the world to gain it back.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?

all the time?

5. Where do you wish to die?

somewhere not gross. like, dumbledore perhaps?

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

isnt that like, very possible?

7. What are the impossible things you wish to do?

there are too many things to list. im a unrealistic dreamer. top on the list would be raunchy sex with johnny depp. and i'd like the world of harry potter to come to life?

8. Your darkest secret.

something i wont tell you.

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?

yea. yours?

10. What if your crush asked you out?

im too old for crushes. im just the right age for suga daddys. call me at 1900-im desperate for moolah

11. Describe your other half.

gay sensitive emo fuck lah wrists kind

12. What feelings do you hate the most?

guilt

13. What is the stupidest question you've ever asked?

countless. recently, "are you k7?"

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?

tomorrow

15. The most important thing in your life.

FAMILY FRIENDS CASH. somewhere there lah

16. Have you ever betrayed someone who is dearest to you?

tna

17. Do you find life meaningless?

never

18. Who do you love the most?

MOMO

19. Whats your pet peeve/guilty pleasure(my own q)

toilet seat down/gossip girl

20. What's your greatest wish?

a cross between endless amount cash, everyone at peace and love, and immortality.

21. The sweetest thing you ever did for someone.

wait in the rain for someone for 4 hours, drenched.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and replace it w your own. Tag 8 people, list 'em down at the end of the post.

OKAY TAG YOU PEOPLE BETTER DO THIS LIKE I DID RELIGIOUSLY

Leeyen

Glenda

Melvin

Kenneth

Aslam

Jiayan

Parthi in your dead blog

k7!okay im done. its saturday now. i went for my first econs tuition, by the srjc econs tutor, he's super funny and keeps SNEEZING my name. haha. met baby. missed him. janani bought me a HUNGARIAN HORNTAIL from movie world at brisbane. looks damn nice lah :D:D:D:D:D:D paul was saying it prolly kepy her warm -.-

had dinner with them, or late lunch. cant wait for tmr, day out :D PICHASSSS

and that was may

happy new zealand week everybody. kia oras and kiwis for all :D

okay i know, photo overload.