music lose cntrol

WTH,

i take back what i said about his loser haircut. this is some awesome equus photograph.

yupp. good stuff. compared to this anyway.




he looks like he's gone through exteme makeover. and he looks good. (images too small, make them larger and the look too pixelated.)



Hmm. 14 songs that mean alot to me? ( they asked for 10, I CANT DO TEN, there's too many.)

1) Seal- Kiss from a Rose

wah piang, need i say anymore?! this is classic shit. really. i mean, check out the lyrics. im sure everyone who watched batman knows this song.

"You, became the light on the dark side of me
Love remains, a drug that's the high and not the pill
But did you know that when it snows
My eyes become large
And the light that you shine can't be seen?"

whoa, awesome lyrics. i cant explain. a drug that's the high and not the pill, ......

2) I'm a bitch, I'm a lover - Alanis Morisette

So take me as i am,
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man.
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous,
and i'm goin' to extremes,
Tomorrow i will change and today wont mean a thing.

every girl's anthem. well, mine at least.

3) Eve feat. Gwen Stefani - Let Me Blow Ya Mind

i dont know why i like this song so much, maybe its because it reminds me of my primary school days where my friend and i used to sing this at her house every 3 hours, this song was receiving massive airtime on the radio last time, and it was really catchy stuff.

4) Underneath It All- No Doubt

one of my most favourite songs of all time. it sounds so beaachy and fresh, always reminds me of spongebob, anyone can tell me why?

You're really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely

such guys exist? i live on this song, hopefully i can stand by this when i get married. =]


5) Best I Ever Had - Vertical Horizon

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had

well you know me, im a sucker for this song. i love this song. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

6) The Blower's Daughter- Damien Rice

anyone watched Closer? the one with Jude Law and Julia Roberts. well if you do, then you'd know what i mean when i say i have never seen such a scene where the song fit so perfectly. think huda will love this. there's this sad violin in the background, you're literally drawn to it, then the guitar comes in, perfect.

"i cant take my eyes off you"

this line never sounded any better in any song than in this. some haunting shit this is. everyone should hear this, and catch the movie. unless you're not a fan of sad songs, and damien rice.


7) Tupac Feat Dido - I Dont Trust You

weird colab eh? who would have imagined? not many know this song, and i never knew tupac until this song. i was never a fan of tupac, i never heard any other song until this. i have no idea why he's a legend, kenneth says all he sings about is that he's from the east i think, and he wants to kill all the other blacks in the west. or the other way round i dont know, i was too engrossed in watching yesterday's match. teeeheee. the penalty was unecessary...... digressing.

8)James Morisson- Wonderful World

Now you know how a SINCERE guy sonds like when he breaks up with the love of his life, who needs eamon, that insensetive shitface.

but who am i to dream?
dreams are for fools, they let you down...

and i know that it's a wonderful world
but i can't feel it right now
well i thought that i was doing well but i just want to cry now
well i know that it's a wonderful world
from the sky down to the sea
but i can only see it when you're here, here with me


wahh, i bet after she heard this, she came back runnin back to him. well if she didnt, its her loss.

9) Anna Nalick- Breathe

and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in you hands
And breathe, just breathe.

perfect song when you feel like you've made the greatest mistake of your life.

10) Muse- Invincible

do i have to explain? well i dont want to, let aslam.

11) Sweet Child of Mine- Guns and Roses

it was great, until jasmine tye sang it fr rock week at singapore idol, i have never seen anone butcher a song this bad. and its a classic.

12) Maria Maria- Santana

erm, this one i really dont need to say anything, i dont know anyone who hates this song. if you do, you seriously need to get a life. who can dislike santana????

13) The Voice Within- Christina Aguilera.

i still cry when i hear this.

Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly
When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know(be strong)
You’ll break it(hold on)
You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can’t do
No one can stop you, you know that I’m talking to you

yeap, that pretty much explains it.

14) Eisley-Telescope eyes

thank you widya.

there's alot more, but then i'd get bored of recalling all the lyrics. my tagboard is so drama,



Another chain bulletin by parthi, the most humorous one yet

Message: This is called FRIENDSTERMARRIAGE!
The first person to reply u via msg or
testi you saying "I do."Will be your Friendster Husband/Wife.
Now, this is just for fun.
FRIENDSTER MARRIAGE"
You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=)
Repost this or your marrige will be
plagued with bad luck.Repost it with the title
of "FRIENDSTER MARRIAGE


wtf.

random

i know i shouldnt be posting, i intend to not blog about stuff that has anything to do with me, since people think its not real. like me admitting to play pokemon is not real. oh well, people really are weird these days. but this i realy got to say. i went to friendster's bulletin board. this is what MD NOH, PARTHI, and someone else, i cant remember sorry, posted.

THiS iS SCARY CAUSE iT WORKS.POST THiS WiTH THE NAME OFYOUR SCHOOL. WHEN YOUR FiNiSHED PRESS F6 AND YOUR CRUSHES NAME WiLL APPEAR ON THE SCREEN.DO iT IN THE NEXT 143 SEC OR YOU Will die in a hour.


questions.

1) WTF, it doesnt work?
2) WHY 143 seconds?
3) Why bother reposting?
4) i didnt repost, and im not dead. how come?
5) why do people bother ?no offence?
6) Why would i want to see my crushes name appear? abit weird horh
7) parthi, tell me if your crush's name actually appeared after you finish watching t.v


1hour 143 seconds up, im still NOT dead.

random

i know i shouldnt be posting, i intend to not blog about stuff that has anything to do with me, since people think its not real. like me admitting to play pokemon is not real. oh well, people really are weird these days. but this i realy got to say. i went to friendster's bulletin board. this is what MD NOH, PARTHI, and someone else, i cant remember sorry, posted.

THiS iS SCARY CAUSE iT WORKS.POST THiS WiTH THE NAME OFYOUR SCHOOL. WHEN YOUR FiNiSHED PRESS F6 AND YOUR CRUSHES NAME WiLL APPEAR ON THE SCREEN.DO iT IN THE NEXT 143 SEC OR YOU Will die in a hour.


questions.

1) WTF, its doesnt work?
2) WHY 143 seconds?
3) Why bother reposting?
4) i didnt repost, and im not dead. how come?
5) why do people bother ?no offence?
6) Why would i want to see my crushes name appear? abit weird horh
7) parthi, tell me if your crush's name actually appeared after you finish watching t.v


143 seconds up, im still NOT dead.

lol

hmm. not in the mood to blog today. just realised that what ive been trying to change so much has only made things worst. this is the thing about impressions. once its been made, its really hard to change. so yes, im temporarily closing the blog down, to concentrate on my studies. i'll stone the world out, since people think im literally putting on a face, in this case acting. oh well. call me emo all you want, i dont care. i just, want to be happy again.

short

OHKAY SHORT POST.

1) AISH CLEARED PHYSICS REASSESMENT WITHOUT STUDYING


2) AISH WISHES FAEZAH AND ISABEL EKAPUTRI NALAND A GREAT 16th and 22nd BIRTHDAY RESPECTIVELY.


3) I MET ALL THREE LENGENDARY DOGS IN POKEMON WITHIN THREE MINUTES, AM I GENIUS OR WHAT BALLS?

4) I HAVE THIS CREEPY GUY CLAIMING TO KNOW MY FRIEND MESSAGING ME, WHAT SHOULD I DO?



5) SHOULD I DROP PURE SCIENCES?



oh the mighty lords, answer these questions.


check out laghaim, apparently, blogwar has resumed, this time, its not me. aslam, ive been meaning to ask you, what is laghaim?

alicia

i am inspired by wee wee's post. i do miss things. and i especially intend to find this girl called alicia tan kia hui, see if she still remembers me or not. At age 8, she was a whopping 1m 52 cm tall nia. i wonder if ive caught up with her, i wonder if she's grown since then. She's smart as crazy, i heard she's in raffles now. If by any chance you happen to read this alicia, im aish, we used to go to daycare together at bishan, edutots. LOL. we used to compete over everything, for exampe, who could finsih the most number of english exercises in our grammer text within one day. i was the one with the graph paper uniform,marymount convent,

i told my friend that i missed alot of things in primary school. she said she didnt believe me. hmm. i shal blog about this soon. right now, SS test, Emath tet, Chem Spa revision. see ya on the flipside dawggs.

lalala

LISTENING TO: SEXY LOVE -NEYO. OK SWICTHED TO SOMETHING ELSE.

im not embaressed to say this. yesterday, i watched disney channel. LOL. yes, im one of them. the clones. hahahaha. i cant help it, i am still a girly kid at heart lorh. i was avoiding the t.v the whole time yesterday. i switched on the radio, and then they reminded me that the Cheetah Girls 2 premiere was tonight. Lol. so i decided to watch it anyway. well, i am glad i didnt waste my time, the music was pop, DUH, but much better than HSM. lol. i hated high school musical. its too, happy ending lah.

yes, i am listening to the soundtrack on yahoo now. LOL. I should say this movie's better than the first. okay, enough about cheetahs. =]

I NEED A PHYSICS TUTOR PRONTO!!.

did anyone watch the match yesterday? singapore vs malaysia. i wasnt watching since i was watching disney.=] when the movie ended i switchd to the match. singapore was losing, me being patriotic and all was rooting for SG to win, the next minute singapore scored. it was down to the penalties. and yupp. lionel saved the day. and today's new paper headlines : BAGUS LIONS. lol.55000 people turning up, i mean seriously, are there such avid fans of lion's soccer in SG, i thought everyone hated sg soccer. oh well, i bet they all showed up thanks to the alam shah guy. where the hell did he come from anyway? ooh, the penalties were all ground kicks, and the goalkeeperof malaysia dived the wrong way 4/5 times. lol, guess singapore's not that bad at soccer after all. hmm.


okayy, i will try to go out more often and blog. i have nothing much to say these days since all i do is study study study. is it me, or does it reek in here? ashok, did you do something?teehee

im so obsessed with pokemon,i went back and guess what i saw!!

Health
Main article: Banned episodes of Pokémon

One frame of the scene that caused the seizures.
On December 16, 1997, more than 635 Japanese children were admitted to hospitals with convulsive epileptic seizures. It was determined that the seizures were caused by watching an episode of Pokémon, "Dennō Senshi Porygon," or "Computer Soldier Porygon" (known as Electric Soldier Porygon in the United States, season 1, episode 43) and subsequently this episode has not been aired since. In this particular episode, there were bright explosions with rapidly-alternating blue and red color patterns.[25] It was determined in subsequent research that these strobing light effects cause some individuals to have epileptic seizures, even if they haven't had any previous history of epilepsy. As a consequence, many video game makers (including Nintendo) added warning labels to their video game products (or made pre-existing labels more prominent), warning that exposure to video games may trigger seizures in individuals vulnerable to photosensitive epilepsy. Detailed research of the alleged incident is detailed at here and attributes it to mass hysteria. The incident was also parodied by The Simpsons in the episode "Thirty Minutes over Tokyo"[26] and in the South Park episode "Chinpokomon."


POKEMON IS DANGEROUS. LOLLLLLLL. scaryy, epilepsy lehh.

anyway, is it me or has my life become double the drama? teehee. i am the cause of that, so yes, yesterday i decided to delete all the "angst ridden" posts of the past few days. IM SUCH A HAPPY PERSON, too much anger do no good for ya aish. you mad at someone? just dont care lorh. HAPPY HAPPY. you have pokemon. =]

and to widya, i think we've had enough attention for the week. i raise the white flag. peace. i dont want to argue. im tired. i say sorry, though i dont know what im apologising about. and i dont need you to quote me in your next entry and explain to me why i need to apologise. i am telling you now, one day you'd be a great lawyer. peace. if you wantto continue to blah blah about me, go ahead. i maintain my peace. i started it, so yes, i should apologise. my fault to sound emo. AISH IS SO OPPOSITE OF EMO. I AM NEVER EMO. lorl. so yupp, sorry.

and if you cant get over this, trying playing some pokemon. =]

anyway, the week has ended, what a long week man. i saw our new VP for the first time since school reopened today. where have i been huh? lorl. hmm, geog test was a nightmare, there i was writing away, and time FLEW. literally flew. scary shit. i pray wen shan's leg recovers.

hmm, very random entry eh, probably because im playing pokemon. LOL. so nice of bun. =]

i shall spare you, from reading more. see ya guys!

WTF, i typed out pokemon on wiipedia, and guess what?!!!! the page loaded...


Pokemon
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Redirect page

Jump to: navigation, search : Porn for me

Retrieved from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pokemon"
Categories: Redirects from title without diacritics Unprintworthy redirects


I AM LIKE, WTHHHHH. OH MY GOD. i got so freaked out. and wikipedia is civilised.

PORN FOR ME? in what way is that POKEMON??

maybe pokemon secretly means sex in japanese, but no one refers to admit it. i bet sex toys in japan were like pokemon. TEEEHEE. but yes,i closed the broswer, reopened it, and retyped : POKEMON, and then came out

PORN FOR ME. AGAIN. wah piang ehhhhhhh.


after a while, the page loaded to the pokemon page, maybe somone did it as a prank, who would be stupid enough to click the link, besides those sick pervs, once you click it, you'd probably get 1000009028337489326489264893643896 viruses infecting your PC. so sad.

hahaha,well the dramamamamamama has ended, life goes on doesnt it. on the other hand, i laminated my sumiko tan article. LESSON LEARNT: dont let good newspaper articles pass you by, they might just get you out of the stickiest of situations.


hahahaha. my tagboard just got funnier. =] im SO freaky bored. ive got a geog test tmr, reassesmnt went fine.

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PARTHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEBAAAAAN,


the panda with thick skin, everyone at tagboard , sing parthi the best birthday song he's evr heard. i'll sing one now.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THEEEEPPPPPPPPP.
HAPPY BURPDAY TO YOU.

hppy 17th bunbun. hope your skin gets thinner, and shave pleasse.


tmr im seeing kabil. WEEEE! lorl. happy birthday to you too dawgggg.


wahh, i have people quoting me, such an honor. honor honor honor. ]


okay, im gonna study now, anyone know how to get pokemon emulator games?? i know parthiban has, selfish never send me. teehee. im like so happy now lah. nothing can spoil my mood. i am

2836926392873892648689364892648926489264892648926482648926489264826482648 times more happier.


I RAISE THE WHITE FLAG, PEACE.

KENNETH TONG LEH LONG.

LISTENING TO: AMERIE: TOUCH.

I AM BACK PEOPLE. lol, i have recovered fom my illnesses, well nt really, im looking like rudolph at the moment but HEY HO its all a happy moment. lets take a moment to celebrate my return.

alright, the germs from that stupid lady(jan 14th post) stuck to me for a week. wdnesday was the breaking poin for me i guess, the heated discussion of th reconstructure of the student council left me agonised, and the immune system came crashin down. and the most peculiar thing is that,at the docs, i just rubbed my eye subconsciously, i just did without any intntion, the next minute i had a sore eye.
WTF. who's germs have i been carrying.

okay. so, i am back in school. a little lost in my thoughts as usual...been thinking alot about HP.teehee. okay, i bet ya'll heard about muse concert. the only real concert i've been to thats worth mentioning, was OVERDRIVE 2006, with jean, lex and bernice. i know its bit too late to mention it but, if overdrive were to be back again...i am there.

i am a huge fan of wade robson, he is my (very lame word coming up) idol. no, i didnt know about him through the stupid MTV show, the wade robson project,i knew him as he kid who got chosen by MJ to perform with him on stage. My Mum and I grew up watching MJ, so wade robson was an inspiration. Even Bryan says so.

OVERDRIVE OH 6 was the best. and with lex and jean and bernice and all the other screaming fans...it was more amazing. Seeing wade robson working his magic IVE on stage, being just inches away from, the feeling was indescribable. The funny sheik haikal was the host, kept us tickling through the nigt. the competitors were awesome, professional, amazing, no words could describe the amount of talent they had. i met aaron there (beattyian) teehee. the DJ was so awesome, kept us moving. Wade kept us wanting for more. His rendition of sexyback/mix lovestoned WAS LIKE euphoric. i dont think i'd ever experience anything like that. oo bad there was no photography allowed. oh well.


well...im off now. i was spposed to to say somethings about kennth tong. but i decided to put it for the next post. i have alot to say. little time.

the undeniable.

LISTENING TO: SLOW DOWN BABY: CHRISTINA AGUILERA

i'd like to start of with saying that singapore is considered a developing country, not a fully developed country, as compared to countries like America, Europe, Japan. (ACCORDING TO MISS FLORENCE CHAN) . I will tell what one of the hindrance factors is that is preventing us from achieving the title of DEVELOPED country.

Here are some stats, people who are rather patriotic will find that you will have this really nice feeling running through you right after you read this.

Singapore, According to the quality-of-life index assembled by the Economix Intelligence Unit, Singapore has the highest standard of living in Asia, and is ranked 11th in the world. Measured by GDP per capita, Singapore is the 22nd wealthiest country. The geographically small nation has a foreign reserve of S$197b (US$119b).

credits to - Wikipedia.
alright now, moving on to the Human Development Index.


In the United Nations Human Development Index, Singapore holds the 25th place, behind only Japan, Hong Kong, and Israel in Asia.

Considering the fact that the only resource we have is Manpower and we depend solely on the export industry, this is indeed a huge achievement.

INTERNATIONAL RANKINGS

-Educational
+International Association for the Evaluation of Educational Achievement: Trends in International Mathematics and Science Study, ranked 1 out of 46 economies in all four criteria
+Educational Testing Service: 2003-2004 TOEFL Test Year Data Summary, ranked 4 out of 227 economies


Hopefully this explains why foreign pupils choose our country to study in,and not countries like Japan, Israel and Hong Kong, even though they are placed higher in ranking in the Human Development Index.


Alright, you're probably wondering why we arent placed higher than countires like israel, one factor is probably because of how dependant our economy is on tourism and export from other countries. countries like israel have high Flying home grown Factories, they export their materials and goods to other countries.

One thing that caught my eye, is that the country's courtesy also plays a part in determining whther or not we are a developing country, or a developed country. THIS IS WHERE WE FALL SHORT. (believe it or not) Okay,why am i mentioning this? you will soon find out.

Look at Japan, everything they say, comes with a bow (an act of courtesy). In Thailand, (i have a thai aunt, and a thai cousin, my uncle married a thai woman) they always clasp their hands together and greet you.(sawadeekap/kaa) Over here in Singapore however, we are too busy trying to become modernised, and try to fit into the description,that Americans would probably find "cool", we forget our roots, our culture, and we try our best to sound as american as possible. we have no brains of our own, we follow the trends and fashion statements shown in foreign films(america,europe,uk). IN other words, we have forgotten a basic principle of life,courtesy.

So...whats my point? There is no point is being ranked highest in this and that, when we simply cannot even be polite to one another. Why am i upset? Its because of this very fact that i am now mp3less.

yesterday, i was on the train, back home from the docs. when i was etering the train from raffles place, this chinese lady, being kiasu an all, rammed against my collarbone and stomped on my toe, while trying to exit the train. I am not the type of person who would stand smack in the middle of the exit/entrance way, i was kindly waiting by the side, waiting for the people inside to exit, once the exit was clear, i decided it was safe to go in.

When i took a step i, this lady, carrying a louis vuitton handbag (fake), with flashing red varnished nails, and killer heels, in her forties, rammed against my collarbone, and stomped on my toe. AND GUESS WHAT? SHE DIDNT SAY SORRY!!!!!!! In pain, i had actually dropped my mp3 player, and now it isnt working, i press the reset button and start it over, but it remains jammed. and i dont have a back up of all the 850 songs inside (only a few are in my computer, since the carsh), i am seriously upset. nd to top it all off, i fell sick that day, the stupid germs from her body got to me, i dont know. but thanks to this stupid assjack, i am DEVASTATED(drama much).those who know me well, know that i do not go anywhere without my mp3. it has to always be with me, i am what you call a serious soundaholic, a music maniac.

i dont think thre's any hope of salvaging my baby, my guarantee is so over. sigh. I WANT MY SUGAR DADDY NOW.



adios people, listen to good music! and yes, dont let a crazy shitface ruin your life by ramming against you and stomping your toe.i am sad. sigh.

random emo shitzo.

Listening to: ACDC: Thunderstruck

i've been getting alot of spyware and adware on my computer recently. and these stupid pop ups keep coming every ten minutes. They say i've won a million dollars, and the next one was i got 10 million, and i just got a green card. Wow, i must be the luckiest person on the planet lah can?

okay, im am going through my first EMO phase. i havent been talking much. I AM A TALKER OKAY. yeapp. i think its the weather. so.... eee. did you know, that most break up songs are RNB songs? well i jus realised it. I find the pussycat dolls very amusing. first they come up with a song telling all the men to loosen up their buttons, and then they tell them that they dont need a man, contradiction much?

music and artists these days, are running out of material. you dont hear anything fresh on the radio nowadays, the songs sound the same. not only that, the radio replays a song every 2 hours. THEY HAVE 10 MILLION songs to play, but they choose to replay a song from, lets say..nelly furtado, just because its popular. this is how we get sick of songs. its on overdose. and i have no idea why perfect10 had to feature Rain's new song : rain is coming down. first of all, this guy has no freaking originality, and he cant sing for nuts. my granpa can sing better than him. his voice is ccovered by the techno pop beats, he doesnt even has to sing at all, all he does is mumble. sometimes i dont understand why people like songs that have no meaning, and lame puns. rain, rain is coming down, get it?? EEEE, rain, stick to acting. you're not hot either. you only can dance. why not try to be britney's backup dancer? you could be the next MR SPEARS. im sure your music carreer will be much better than a certain federline. you've got the asian girls' support.

well, mtv isnt any better. but the mainstream industry is like this. you cant expect much. at times like this, i wish blink 182 was back together again. i'd wish sum 41 would come up with something as good as Pieces. I wish linkin park would come up with their album soon. and i wish gwen stefani would cut the solo crap and be back with no doubt, no doubt is kick ass! anyone mind being my sugar daddy? i'd like some muse tickets, a cadillac, and of course, damien rice's album. i am just soooo upset that i didnt make the switch to damien rice earlier when i was at sembawang purchasing my sweet escape album.


this post is super random isnt it? oh well, school isnt helping to make my life interesting. its the same old bore. im always pissed off during the start of school. i get down to read, and then the whistle blows. they only give us ten minutes to read, and mr lee always cuts that 10 minutes to a minimal 5 because he wants us to be dismissed efficiently and orderly. wtf, this is beatty. you remind them how many time also NO USE. we have to talk, we have to break the rules, we have to not care about your nags. i think the reading period is utterly useless when you have such a short time given to you to read. Like today for example, i was so excited to get on to the part on dumbledore's army in HP OFTP. i got in a decent three minutes of reading, (i counted) and the whistle blew and we got on to sing our anthem. (sec 5s not around, even softer. I MISS YOU SEC 5s)after that, we had some lame announcements, and i got down to read. but it turned out to be BB day so we had to listen to the speech and all that. then the BB had this spectacular performance...after which i was left with fits of laughter. we still had another 5 minutes left. but they dismissed us instead. its been two weeks since school reopened and i can honestly tell you i havent been able to read properly thanks to all the announcements. and mr lee really knows how to save time. he says the announcement, and repeats the point THREE FREAKING TIMES. urgh. i just feel like throwing a sec 3T boy at him(they're in front of me)

and now i go on about the use of vulgarities. i think the phrase "f888 you" is very funny. it means sex right? then why do people in our school use it so often? they're really that sexually deprived? i think the people in our school usually have no brains of their own. they think swearing really loudly is cool. they'd start using hokkien swear words that usually talk about the female, or male's genitals. this is where i laugh most. how would it look like, if we acually said " SHUT UP LAH VAG***" in public, like how we use " SHUT UP LAH CHEE ***" abit funny right? you scold me by saying you want to have sex with me? huh?im sorry lah, but i think its really funny. having used these words myself before, i really start to look back and laugh. because its really funny. i think we should come up with new and original vulgarities. now the word bitch is so common, i dont think its considered a vulgarity anymore. and the word ass hole is also used affectionately. vulgarities are meant to hurt. but people in our school are just so immune to vulgarities. then whats the purpose of hurling useless vulgarities?

i think there are better ways to make somebody feel bad. i think the word mother****** is really offensive, i think thats one vulgarity that would really hurt when used in the right situation. but these days, people call each other mothertoots as though it really doesnt mean anything. and especially indians. they have the craziest vulgarities. sometimes, to make you feel bad or they have noting better to do and they think hurling vulgarities should be the way to make singapore a better place to live in, they'd say your mother is a whore/prostitute/slut, and thats how (person who is being insulted) was born. abit weird right? i've actually heard someone call my friend that(both indians) and my friend just laughed it off.later that day, she just felt really insulted. if i were her, i'd probably give the person who said that one tight whack on the face. is he even hearing what he's saying? There's a beattyian indian guy whom i refuse to be aqcuainted with, who calls girls like this " EH, prostitute face!" and im like, HUH???!!!! i am really confused by the behaviour of the indian boys in our school.one group of them are just super stupid, no reason for them to even try to get educated bcause they are seriously stupid and all they know is how to make fun of girls and join some gang to look cool. And then there's the other group that only hang out with indian people, and think the chinese are disgusting cuz they do not wash their butts after using the toilet and instead use toilet paper to wipe their butts. i've had someone say this to me actually. He told me" eh, why you hang out with these chinese people, damn their disgusting, the majority of them dig treasure down their noses and never clean their butts after the cake making." well,ive never exactly seen any of my chinese friends doing it, so i am not judgemental. however they do their business, as long as they bathe, im fine. *HAHAHAH* indians always are playing the victims of racism, when in fact, sometimes, they themselves are the ones being racist. im nt defending or siding anyone here, but i doubt alot of people in singapore are proud to be indian, because of things like this. and then the final group of indians are those who think they're really cool and hot, and when we look at them (unintentionally) , they think you have a crush on them , and try to act high and mighty. these people are seriously loony. im definately not proud to be a indian. im religious and all, but if you asked me, given a choice, would you be indian, my answer would be NO. given the current situation, i wouldnt want to be indian. i may sound like a huge !@#(&*(&(*^ saying this but its true, indians are looked down upon. there's nothing to be proud of.


sigh, i hate going to little india, the indian people there stare at you like, if they stare harder, they might get to see through your clothes. sorry jackass, it doesnt work that way. dont you get enough satisfaction from seeing porn already? GO WANK ALL DAY if you want some action, dont come to little india and disrupt peace, well... my peace. and they'd purposely walk really close to try to brush on you, they'd pretend to look at something on the top shelf by tip toeing while they are actually rubbing their ding dings down your ass. these indian people are really gross. And you realise, the banglas are exactly the same. and you can never swear to them. if you say "f888 you!" when they misbehave, or act pervertic, they'd probably say OKAY and bang you right on the spot. im not being racist. if you remember, these two groups of people are the ones that go down to orchard road and christmas and new year, spray foam on your face and grope you.


and i dont understand how the whole filipino/indo maids mating with bangla construction workers works.(no pun) whenever im on the train on sundays, i see banglas, with the usual tight fitting yellow polo teeshirt, with the giggly maids that laugh at every single thing. and they flock orchard road. and stories of maids getting cheated by married banglah men are on the newspaper really often. dont they learn? im not being racist, there might be few golden apples out of the rotten decayed lot, but the chances of that are as slim as OSAMA BIN LADEN becoming the next president of The united states of America. Im entitled to my own opinion. having faced really scary experiences with banglah men, ive learnt to accept the fact that most of them in singapore are sick perverts. they're probably sick of their women back home, they come to singapore claiming to work, but only to send money to their wives back so that they'd be contented with staying at home to take care of the kids while he on the other hand, gets a whole variety of chicks to look at without his wife realising, (singapore multi racial, we have so many different raced girls) and if he gets lucky, he'd probably ruin some girl's life by telling her he's single and wants to have a serious relationship. in the end he just uses her for what they set out for and never call back again. i am just stating a likely scenario, that usually happens in those NEW PAPER STORIES about maids getting cheated. im not sure if all banglahs here are like that. but these things happen quite often, doesnt it mean something? but of course, singapore cant bann banglahs to look at us, neither can they ask them to stop working, because no singaporean is willing to do what they are doing. so, it is a balanced cycle. well, maybe the chinese girls and malay girls experience more. i dont know.


oh well, life goes on, with out without pervs. what im looking forward to, is SWEENEY TODD, the new johnny-burton colab movie. two of my favourite people in the film industry. i think johnny depp is awesome. he's, by far, the most versatile actor is this era. and he's been the sexiest man alive, until george clooney butted in this year, but johnny depp is really awesome. who could pull off willy wonka, AND jack sparrow? somehow, i cannot picture any other actor .



nahh, even though bethany in the show said this looked hot, chad michael murray certainly cannot pull of a jack sparrow.

nope, definately not. but could you imagine him as caveman?

hmm, hot caveman. hot indeed.

sugar daddy..how bout chad as sugar daddy sheriff?

hmm. okay lah. got money can.

oooh, cowboy. i like i like.

ooh this reminds me of BB DAY today, dont know why.so cool bodoh. how about...

bob marley, some where along that line? peace ya'll. well, doesnt really work does it?

this is the fat old elvis, not the young hot one. sigh. chad, you're losing your touch. stick to your normal self. coyboy, cave man...i wouldnt mind.

i leave you with my favourite two.

audrey hepburn. hot as....=]

they look so good together. and his signature.... =]
adios! listen to good music people!

random lorh./

LISTENING TO: BREAKING BENJAMIN: DIARY OF JANE


hmm, is it me or is sukma blogging less often? hmm...

ohwell, here i am, not in the blogging mood. the weather today is CERTAINLy not helping at all can? today, i had my amath reassesment.it wasnt as difficult as the final year paper. but it was difficult alright. i am certainly not confident about anything regarding amath, now i am in dillemma. I really want to continue taking amath, my math isnt that bad, i should say im a tad bit lazy. OK, i am lazy. i dont practice math much.school gave me a chance to set things right but i believe i screwed up today. partially because of the linear law question, and some others that i dont even remember. oh well, whats done is done, without amath, i am going to have a very hard time getting into SAJC. i can only pray to god that i do well.


sigh...i sound depressed aint i? urgh,2007 really proves to be the shithole i presumed it would be. sometimes i wish i was wrong about things. hmm, today was soso, wasnt in much of a good mood throughout the day. didnt have enough glucose through my body i guess. amath paper was scary shit.but time flew past as usual, and before i knw it, it was over. OKAY i should really stop talking about it.

besides being depressed, i am wtching SNL over and over, its so funny. and now im watching MTV celeb death match. okay, im so digressing. oh well, im gonna go find something to do.


adios, listen to good music!

lol

WAH KICKS ASS. GOT NEW COMMENTS BOX. YOU DARE KACHAO US I CASTRATE YOU NIA.

TEEHEEHEE.


im going to bed. chao.

shortest post ever by sukma/

aishunathan.
never insult techno or trance.
and you are missing so many many details.
like our visit to watsons.
wah..
so coolio!
play WAND!!!!

school

LISTENING TO: LOST PROPHETS- ROOFTOPS.

okay i've decided to tune in to 987 fm. they're playing vindicated by dashboard confessional. its been long since i heard it. hmm wanna hear how my first week at school went? it was...great i guess.


first day of school proved to be the bomb. teeheehee. new dm, new vp., new teachers, new hot boys. okay, lah. same old hot boys, just alot of viewing pleasure. ahahahaha. i am such a girl. well, besides mr boo droning on and on with his welcome speech, everything went smoothly. The best part of the day was finding out that MR DESMOND CHAN IS OUR CLASS FORM TEACHER. i was euphoric. no lah, can lah. miss tuan is our co form, she isnt that bad. although kenneth cant stand her. teeheehee. we wonder why.... =.=

we've got alot of those high post teachers teaching us this year. not that it matters, but these teachers have a way of making you feel super pressured.

1) They are teaching us for a reason, its our o level year.
2) the fact that a high post teacher is teaching you this year adds more pressure as the expect more out of you.
3) they keep saying, o levels less than 9 months away.
4) the constant reprimanding and sarcasm. its like a water tap. i am telling you, i am soooo scared. every morning i wake up im like, MUMMY, DONT WANT TO GOOOOOO.

well, my school neve fails to come up with schemes and programmes that our school students will NEVER EVER IN THEIR ENTIRE LIFE will be interested in. i mean, MOVING MONDAY, where you exercise and do activities with your CCAS? what shitfuck is that balls? and those with no cca kena time with mr singh. everybody without a cca are now asking our teachers whether they could join their old ccas. and too bad, the HOD saw this coming and voided it. poor thing.
Then why do we have time with our CCA's? i really do not understand the point of MOVING MONDAY. the mass exercise on firdayswas perfectly fine with me. THE SCHOOL just comes up with new ways for me to find reasons to hate the stupid management. I understand they are trying to flaunt their creativity to us students by coming up with programmes which we guinea pigs must succumb to, but MOVING MONDAY is really pushing the limit. too bad, ou HOD is as hard as a nail, she wont budge. oh well. think aish, graduation only a few months away. lol.

and then there are the boys sitting in front of me during assembly. they speak horrible english, for one thing. and to be honest, our beattyian teachers dont exactly have the english thing going on. our principal cant even pronounce GENERALLY. but the boys keep making fun of them whenever they make an error in speech, and its really irritating. uh, excuse me, ( NOT TO INSULT ANYONE'S INTELLIGENCE OR STATUS, PLEASE DO NOT TAKE OFFENCE. )if you are such great speakers, why dont you go up? you guys with your unqualified singlish cant hold a candle to our beatty teachers. I know, one of the first few times i speak up for the teachers. but these boys were talking as though they come from cambridge. nehnehpok. ahaha, Miss Tanny Koh (some scary shit, i mistook her for a maid once, for her rather "unconventional" fashion sense) spoke what was on my mind at the moment where they were making fun of the teachers.

she: go ahead, if you're so ARTICULATE, why dont you go up then? you think you're any good???

coincidentally, the boys were from the technical stream, (no offence at all) , and the boys all looked down and kept silence.


AND SHE SCORES!!!!.

the next day, they continued making fun. this only goes to show, BOYS NEVER LEARN.


today morning, my mum had to drag me out of bed. and yes, im home so early these days, STUDYING. god the pressure is on. you're probably going to ask me, outwit me, by saying....

" AIYA, YOU'LL ONLY STUDY FOR THE FIRST FEW DAYS. AFTER THAT NO MORE. FAKE. YOU SURE WANT TO SLACK LIKE LAST TIME".

this is probably is true, but my dictator of a mum wouldnt let me do it. i think she will go to the extent of installing cctv in my room. today,i wanted to go out, i went home to get some cash and stuff, relief the load that im carrying and all. i decided to call my mum and tell her that i wont be home till late lah. (singlish, whaha) AND SHE SAID NO. STAY HOME AND STUDY. WHAIAHISAYS*(A^#^Q*(#YQ*(YHDAKJSKJ. sigh, i knew i would give in to the temptations the the world outside studying. i've got to thank my mother to play dictator this year. dawg,im so gonna ace my big O.
i am not confident. i just think maybe i'd be able to make it to SAJC. and i am really trying my momo best.

hmm, this is the year where classmaes start becoming like viktor krum in goblet of fire, willing to sabotage your stakes just to climb ahead. i dont think this is going to happen to my class though. everyone is just so helpful. weeeee. that was random. and im lucky enough,since the homeroom system has been abolished and all, i got the seat next to the window. and im sitting in front of andy, the class genius. i literally turn back EVERY lesson to ask him questions, some random, even stupid questions, but he'd willingly answer me. Although sometimes i get intimidated. who wouldnt, ITS ANDY.

im listening to 987 now, i miss 987 so much. =] even though they play pop music most of the time, i just love the non stop music hour, they played really good music then. its during the request shows where people request stupid songs like do something- britney spears.


ahh, life is wonderful. hmm. i love jason mraz. john mayer. and everyone in this whole world. even my ex boyfriend whiom i subconsiously call a gay faggot. oh well, i dont mean it. i think. but what are the odds of you reading this anyway.AAHAAAHAH. im not being mean okay? i just am not ready to accept the fact that someone who used to be so dear to me turned out to be gay. lol. nevermind, gays dont bite.




PS: THIS POST WAS SO SUPER RANDOM, PROBABLY DUE TO LACK OF MATERIAL, AND THE FACT THAT I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET OVER AND DONE WITH THIS POST SO THAT I CAN GET BACK TO READ MY BELOVED HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE. TEEHEEHEE. I NEED TO GET MY BLOGGOMANIA MOjO BACK.

PS.S: I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT CASCADA, THE STUPID TECHNO GROUP, DID THEIR TECHNOFIED VERSION OF THE ALL TIME CLASSIC, TRULY MADLY DEEPLY. EVEN I LOVE THAT SONG.

PS.S.S: THAT WOMAN DOES HAVE A NICE VOICE THOUGH.

PS.S.S: I CONTRADICT MYSELF TOO MUCH SOMETIMES. OH WELL. SAY GOODBYE TO MY RANDOM SELF!


adios, listen to good music people.

school.

LISTENING TO: + 44- YOU'RE MY ANGEL.

i am done listening to the sweet escape. I've been listening to it since 11 o clock today. ITS AWESOME. lol. gwen is so rawwww. anyway... i've been pretty much really upset since school is gonna reopen tomorrow. so !@@. my friend from crescent called me up today and told me she didnt wanna go to school,she whined, whined, whined, and said that SHE FELT LIKE CRYING. well, honestly, i feel the same way too. im going to dig my own grave. 5 things i will not be gettin used to about the year 2007.

1) writing the date. i take about 3 months to get used to 2007, not 2006.
2) stepping down exco, using the council room...now that its impossible to go back in, im gonna miss the times i fooled around in the council room.
3) The fact that im technically the oldest in the crop, along with the sec 5s. the graduating lot.
4) That i'll be sitting for my O levels, this year, not a year away, 10 months away/11 months away. thats not vry long. i used to think, aiya, still got long way nia. now its...oh shitfuck, its here.

well the final thing is, i wont be wearing this uniform anymore after 2007 ends. well maybe if i come back. there will be no reason for me to wake up early, until JC comes. i wont be taking 56 home as usual, i wont be saying im from beatty secondary school, i wont be wearing a tie unless i go to sajc. well, as much as im excited to graduate and all, im kinda sad, since secondary school shaped mosta me. so yea. pretty upset too. oh well...

tomorrow school reopens. i know i said i felt like crying just now, but usually first day of school is the bomb. you get to see your friends get the horrid haircuts, the act cool's who only bring a pen to school, the new bags, new shoes, new things in school, new teachers, new timetable. its the shit dawg. im just not looking forward to studying, o levels, mr boo's welcome speech,spa. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


i hope i still have time to blog. being the nerd that i am, i think that would be near to impossible. hopefully weekends wouldnt be a bother.

new year

LISTENING TO: GWEN STEFANI- DONT GET TWISTED.

okay,for the sake of people. okay. HAPPY NEW YEAR.

i dont really care about new years, new year so what, LIFE still goes on. might as well we celebrate new month, or new day.
thats why i dont go for parties on new years eve.
i dont countdown.
i stay at home, listen to old records, and wish the world and life went my way.
when that day comes, i'll celebrate new year. well in this case, new day. teeheehee. sorry to spoil the party people.



well about the tagboard thing... frankly, i hate tagboards. You never know how much damage it can do. you sure do sukma, thats why im surprised YOU want a tagboard. i dont want any exboyfriends coming back, or girfriends of exboyfriends coming back or exgirlfriends of boyfriends, or current boyfriends, or ex girlfriends of exboyfriends either. it is freaky. THEY STALK YOU!



LISTENING TO: GWEN STEFANI- FLOURESCENT



lol, as you might have guessed already, the only EXCITING part of the SUPPOSEDLY exciting new year's day is my new gwen stefani album, the sweet escape. the neptunes and akon on it. how exquisite.=] well let me tell you the story of my act in sembawang today.



i was spoilt between choices.

there was the damien rice album,which i have been dying to have since it came out, if you wanna know what to get me for my 16th birthday, 12th august, its that album. and then i saw the very first album by incubus, the KT TUNSTALL album, gwen stefani's sweet escape, pharrell's in my mind, and velvet underground's album hit me smack in my face. but i decided with gwen since i've been a no doubt fan since god knows how long. so, i decided loyalty came first. i predict the next single should be dont get it twisted. i find it cute. or the sweet escape itself. =]

teeheehee. i also found out jk. rowling is richer than queen elizabeth II. whoa. when jk. rowling is called for private reading at the palace, i'd bet the quen would probably choke slam her, i mean, she's rightfully supposed to be the richest. WHAT'S THE QUEEN TITLE FOR IF SHE'S NOT RICH ENOUGH?

i spent my new year's eve pondering on what the deathly hallows meant. could it mean inferi? halloween? ARGH, its killing me. oh well. i have one more day to lavish my current freedom, have only one day left, believe it or not, before i get slaughtered in the hands of terror, by which i mean school. well, trust MOE to come up with a condition now that principals should be changed every 5 years. erm, damn mr boo's still around.

i am so not ready for a new year of school. i hate school. i have no knack of sociability anymore. life has become soliditary. tasteless. i dont think i'd be happy in beatty any longer, the sooner i graduate, the better. i just want to get my 11 outstanding o.w.ls. okay fine. 7 points. and move on with life. secondary life has been a real terror. george bernard shaw once wrote, there are two tragedies in life. one is to lose your heart's desire, and the other , is to gain it.

i guess i lost myself this year. george is damn right. i just hate it when life pulls you back down when you're at the peak. just a year back i was feeling good about myself. my self esteem was giant. i had the never say die attitude. now im a wreck. afraid to say how i really feel. afraid of making mistakes. im afraid my whole life would be a faliure. i admit, im sort of a perfectionist when it comes to how my life should be. minor things i dont really care for. i'd like to do this by 16, get that by 18, achieve something by 21, and settle at 25. sometimes, when i look back at my 15 years of life, i think its too much to ask for. And i think, im only 15, i have the rest of my life to feel sad. im so young, and i am so upset. im supposed to be living my life to the fullest. thats what got me thinking, whether or not i have a shoulder to cry on or not, life still goes on. life may hit me right in the face, but i cant just stop the race just because im lagging behind. i'd always have the chance to catch up, i have my whole 60 years to do that. mortality rate here is around 75.question is that are my FRIENDS AND FAMILY WILLING TO GIVE ME THAT CHANCE TO CATCH UP, OR WATCH ME STAY DOWN FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE? i'm going to stay optimistic. i believe my family will stay by me. my friends...well i can always make new ones after i graduate.and there's the some few in beatty that i can lean on. i'm going to finish 2007, come out unscathed. throw me any hurdles buddy, i'd throw them right back at cha. heck 2007, whats one bad year going to do to me eh? after all...its just one year, life still goes on.

yupp, so, conclusion, i have no new year resolutions. im just going to lead my life, my way. no resolution will hold me back. its a bloddy waste of time. thats why i love having sukma one the blog. we are just so different.

hp info

LISTENING TO: FALL OUT BOY- THIS AINT A SCENE, ITS AN ARMS RACE.

happy new year, although this postwas typed actually on the 31st, i decided to put it up as 1st January 2007. you'll know why soon.notice that font is large, and not huge? and that the colour is not the usual alarming red, but the normal black? cause i've got HUGE news. teeheehee.














okay lah, decided to say it. I'm not going to be selfish, all you potter maniacs out there, (yes you), i'm going to reveal crucial info, just in case you didnt know already. I COULDNT KEEP IT TO MYSELF ITS TOO IMPORTANT. information from mugglenet is never wrong, jk rowling herself call them reliable. Thank the winter solstice. here goes.


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HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS.

no one exactly knows the release date, jk's door is still closed.sighh.... i'll check the leaky cauldron for final confirmation, but this really should be it. god im so excited, i need HP NOWW.