Half Psychotic, blue print symphonic

when life throws you lemons, you make lemonade.
when life throws you rotten eggs and self absorbed people who dont care enough for chances? hmm.
there just comes a point where you gotta stop trying and see where life takes you with the lemons, eggs and whatnot.

i think, on my 266th post on the course of 3 years, i've reached it.

you think about yourself mosta the time you arent aware of the people around you. when you think you're the one with issues, you're blindsighted and tend to do and say things that, well, you shouldnt wouldnt say. coming to cjc, probably the first milestone ive attained/reached? its not that bigga deal for those in ny/vj/aj/wherever else you feel superior, but it is for me, especially its been surreal being here, some people amazing, but then again you have the downright shitty, hypocritical,backstabbing,i-know-it-all-no-one-else-does,self absorbed strumpets around wherever you go but whats new? well, i guess its just the intensity of it, ive just lost my way in figuring out how to deal with these issues,oh yea, here's a new year resolution, since most of us are too concerned with our selves, its high time i started being the same way

deepavali by the way isnt indian new year, its the festival of lights, its a big deal. seriously.

i need to lose ****
i need to start a savings account.
i need to get a phone, a sony installation cd, a life.
i need to get bdae gifts.
i need to stop procrastinating
i need to make time for my friends that are dear to me.
i need to start helping around the house.
i need to be more spiritual.
i need to work on my geog and pwn you at it.
i need to stop making lists that get lost along the way.


alright, randomness aside, yesterday was robelle's welcome back bbq and the arts house meeting, both were exceptionally cool shit, met wonderful people! :D i missed all of them.supersupermuch. went to ice cube after that, crepe's ultimate combo with kenneth :D had cookies and cream,peanuts, fudge and brownie cubes, bagus or what, he however was pretty bummed that we didnt get the mango -.-

parthibun looked darn skinny :(
and until i get that installation cd, no photos for you peeps bicthessss. glenda plus everyone else, hang on kay? :D











my deepest condolences to naren and his family, may god's grace carry his family through this tough time. faith. lubchu naren :D

fungry

dont you just hate it when you're hungry?
like really hungry?
and there's nothing to eat at home and you're
a) too lazy to head out
b) hate eating alone and everyone's busy
c) raining
d) cant decide why you're staying home whining when you still have a pair.

of feet okay?

i lost my phone on the bus yesterday,i havent been avoiding your texts, or busy cost cutting. my fucking phone was left on the bus, and stolen soonafter. i am sorry if you guys have gone mad trying to contact me, ive got a couple of crazy people coming up to me today and asking me why the hell i own a phone when i cant be reachable. well people, my dear motov3xx is missing, now im stuck with the black v3, and sim card activation is tonight. please leave me your digits, for obvious reasons. no amount of words can describe how pissed/upset/saddddd/angry/annoyed i am, so im not gonna bother narrating the incident, consequences, aftershocks and all sorts.

leeyen, are you reading this? if you are...tmr how?
i miss naren, he's busy pimping these days.

ive made it to jc2, with a couble of Bs, Cs and Ds. no Es, Ss, or Us. who da ladaye?


okay bring on my nong shim cup noodles, and hair fall solution.