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my 155th post was on a rainy day with m.i.a boyfriend


im gonna meet kabil now, see whether he can take my mind off things.
then off to the chalet.

sometimes i wonder if natasha beddingfield was right about her song.
if being single was better.


i doubt it, even though love hurts more than anything i've ever felt before.
no wait, maybe period cramps match up to this.


i swear, missing you is the worst, just take all the pain away.

arrogance and pity

when i try putting in the links, the tagboard goes missing, when i put in the tagboard, the links go missing.


i figure the links are much important, as jq suggests :D


and "Aish", my arrogance is the cause and reason for your pathetic existence. so unless you want that taken away from you as well, i suggest you leave your mindless comments to yourself, since only you have the time to entertain, well you.


i am going to end this post here, and move on to more important things, like proving to the world that i am indeed worthy of a nobel prize.

suck on that!

excuses.

my best friend is so irritating!


thats why he's my best friend. :D

ross and rachel

i was just watching friends.


i think ross and rachel is the most beautiful thing that happened on television.


let me go spread some joy to the world now. :D

so before.

right, i was thinking about my past few years in beatty and i can prolly say the last was the best. :D

i had the best form teacher, mr chan. i must say we really did take him for granted but oh well, he was an amazing teacher. his patience, care and concern for every single student of 4e2, even i dont have that amount of love in me. i don think we ever had PHYSICS HOMEWORK before. i must have missed the memo on my two year course with mr chan cause i dont remember struggling to finish any physics homework (except with ms lydia)

and for all sec 4's out there, please dont worry about files, they are utterly useless, teachers just threaten you for fun, so far i survived sec 4 without filing, and look at where i am today.

and ms tuan, she's on high mosta the time, she's so fast you usually cant fall asleep during math. tamil homework, i dont think there was every such a thing with doctor andal, except for the occasional compo-s which i never do (daddy does it for me, he loves showing off)

i cant believe it sometimes when i think i used to be stressed over undone hmwk, how uncool is that. that just certifies me as nerd. maybe well, i am a nerd.

so, best friend, if you're reading. my sec 4 years were spent unnecessarily worrying about what comes next, what homework undone, what test i havent scored, which amath test am i gonna fail next. i dont want you to do the same. take a breath and enjoy your last year in beatty as much as you can. worry not, worship your tys and you'll do fine. :D

JAE

just submitted my choices. i feel so much at ease. i did the right thing, very sure abt that.

1. Raffles Junior College
2. Victoria Junior College
3. Temasek Junior College
4. Hwa Chong Junior College
5. National Junior College
6. Anglo Chinese Junior College


hope i get into my first choice.







mightysuckers.

haha.

happy birthday ellen!

i will pwn you

13 pointer lehh, talk what shit.


hahaha, im so happy. thanks ms shamsuddin. :D

heath

i loved your movies. i was looking forward to batman. :(


may you rest in peace heath ledger.

4 in the morning

i really dont wanna be in love anymore.

gay

im so happy.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?

Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.

Pick One

Here is the analysis:

1. Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.
2. Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
3. Your future financial status: You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.
4. The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

why are you being so needy.

i rollie pollie ollied down the stairway today.


i am so gay.


weedeeyah, your dad is really... i wish i had saved the msg.


shd be going m.i.a for a while guys, the buttcheeks need healing. so does the heart.

hahah yu heng is so funny.

CLOVERFIELDDDDD! :D

wah kns couldnt sleep after watching one missed call. i am so fucken gay lah cannn :(
the coolest thing happened while i was talking to widya that day. i dont know about you but her dad msging me just is goddamn cool.

i cleared my inbox and the msg is days old. crs so here's the gist of it lah huh..

" sorry aish but widya is temporarily unavailable. i will let her know you text. my profound apologies!"

wah that is the shiznitXx!

i have the coolest chem lecturer, her list of "do nots" include no sex in the lecture theatre. budden my seat is like fucking at the back and i kept nodding off while she was talking about mole concepts. then econs i turn around and ulfred is asleep. maths is no different. :)

but let me tell you the best part about cjc. my freaking cousin is there! like OMGxXWtfXx.
sharidan and i were talking yesterday and i figured bowling is...not my game. :(

my facils (the girls) are like so hot. i swear...um. nvm.

was supposed to go for supper with my IG mates but clean forgot and went home. doubt it mattered anyway. ben didnt sms me soo....ya. heh. ulfred tried out for FULL COURT BASKETBALL.

so then on saturday i went out with glenda and the rest rightttt, and glenda had to go early!!!! :( i was so upset. :(((((

but i had good fun with the rest of em, talking about orientation and stuff, turns out cjc is pretty cool after all. i like my IG mates alot, tend to feel a little off sometimes though.

so soonafter we went to the arcade and needless to say i screamed, danced hit, scratched and did all stupid things that we are supposed to do at the arcade. pwned their sorry asses at daytona :)

hung out with ly earlier and i must sayy i ALWAYS have a good time with her. its hard to find people you dont have a dull moment with. that is why i am dedicating this to all of you, glenda, melvin, phyllis, jq, stephanie, leeyen, chrysan, cheryl may and the others from the council gang. i am so gonna miss ya'll. coming back to school is going to be great, but sadly i am not looking forward to it. its only going to bring me back to reality, that we're all going to be apart. lets all hang out this weekend kayy? i promise to be EARLY. :)

alright. here goes.

baby happy 6 months! if you see this i love you SOO MUCHHH. :) this half a year has been the greatest ever. i swear if it werent for you, i wouldnt be up in the mountains. im looking at the sky, its all grey and cold, i ought to feel the same way inside but im not. it only takes a split second to make me unhappy but all i have to do is think of you holding me and im alright. i used to hope tmr would be a better day but now that everyday starts with you all i wanna do is assure myself that my last breath will end with you. you're my everything, i miss you SO much and i cant wait to see you tmr. you're everything i need, everything i want, everything i love. i know its been hard on you to have ME as a girlfriend. im so kiddy and never serious and its so hard to get through me, but i gotta let you know honey i know how much you love me.

yesterday was amazing baby. that short hour was worth more than anything. i know you complain, but baby i love you.

sensual seduction

this song quite funny ah. go check it out snoop dogg, sensual seduction.


i met glenda today...i think i made her laugh.

hehe

GND LAH KNS CHICKENEHNEHSHITTTTT.

^%#&(@^#(*#&*)#&)&!()@*@(*!) i think i am so fucken cool to be in science stream.

guess what, min shing,phyllis and iggy lim in the same class.


KNS KNS KNS KNS KNS KNS KNS CCB

okay enough rantations. lets talk about, stuff

who can jump higher than mount everest?

no one cause mount everest cant jump. HAHAHAHAHAHA. okay goodnight everybody.

large font kicks your smelly ass.

chickenehnehshit

so many kickass ccas.

so lil time. maybe i should just, i dunno. stick to poly?









i am such a mofo right>.<

cant be lahh

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=isK97x15bZU


this and even more dancing for my first month orientation. bhangra of all things.

ulfred pwns all of us at dancing.

WAHHHHHHHHH 2008/

wahlan oi i came back home at 7 today stupid fucken 56 bus came so fucken l8 melvin went back home eons earlier i was soooo mofo pissseedddd somemore the bus stop was vomit ville. but it was a gd nw yr overall. didnt show the rest i was a lil woozy from the party earlier. but i managed to nap for a while while they were watching da vinci. then melvin screamed when we were watching red eye. i laughed my head off.

my new yr was great. i have no resolutions this yr. gonna keep it pretty simple.

so, my top 17 albums of the year?

ok lah, i know it was a 2006 album but i cannot get over the tracks in this shit. this was a really good album to feel good about, especially enjoyed call and return.


needless to say, the indie lovers will rock this one out. i havent heard such good indie rock in a while and this one was worth every cent. the tracks out drinking and teen stuff really was.... whoa.
nine inch nails, hmm. after their disappearing act , or maybe i just wasnt in the know, i really liked this album on 5th listen. i still havent quite figured out which side im on yet, but im quite sure im feeling it.this was is just, a comeback worth remembering for a really, really long time. was hoping for better, but im going to be biased and put it on my list.
i would be sinned if i didnt have this on my list. seriously, after jack white's the ramones... i needed some good white stripes and they came back with some awesome guitar rifts. i think jack white is...brilliant.
my only rap album on this list. i heard this on i tunes, i think this is one of his best. i caught the movie and when i heard the album... i think he was inspired.
ok bright eyes, i have the album im wide awake and its morning. quite honestly i found it really brilliant. not many understood why bright eyes or how. but i think....cassadaga was even more brilliant. really good tracks, quite different from lua and stuff. :D


aiyah this one really no need for explanation. i really liked the track teenage love affair. go check it out. could relate to it.

okay, this one is record breaking. they actually decided to let fans decide how much they shd pay for he album online lah cann. i loved radiohead's new album. LIKE SIMPLY LOVEDDDDD.

okay. i know this one was like super mainstream, compared to previous album. but fall out boy with carpal tunnel of love was... i dont know. pretty much liked the album cause it was easy listening. i didnt have pick tracks, everything was good. so this deserved a worthy spot on my coveted list.

IF SHD BE MURDERED IF THIS WASNT ON IT. I was so glad that they released the pretender as their first single because honestly if that didnt fool you i dont know which track would. this album is highly diverse, every track is brilliant in its own way. i have a huge crush on dave grohl and i am not biased. :D

cool. when she sung about getting drunk and high and stuff i didnt know it was really....like that. a train wreck worth listening to. britney gets boring after a while, mark ronson did a good job with this one.


i must say,this album was much different compared to songs about jane. songs about jane will still top the list for me, but this album just showed me a different side to maroon 5, with their new drummer. i figured this album would be a much better concert approach since the songs are more moshable. once again lyrics are... heh. but i liked infatuation. this album kept its pace and i loved that.


i love this woman. i absolutely loved how brutally honest she is about everything. everything's just wonderful pretty much sums up my life, LDN was just plain cool, and sunday morning, friday night...talking about love when you dont mean it... she says it all so simply its just hard not to miss. and her voice is just... yay.

ahh, i hated his debut, but his sophomore effort was brilliant. a much mature sound, this is just the upbeat more competent version of usher's confessions. i loved kiss kiss, with you. mosta the time im rocking out to this one.


ahh... why not number 1. because the asian version didnt feature the john mayer track. and sadly, this album fell short when compared to his late registration and college dropout. he experimented too much on dance tracks in my opinion. but an ASTAR for the effort. seriously, daft punk. yea man! i cant wait for the super rap grp trio to form. him, pharrell and lupe fiasco.


kala, M.I.A this one def deserves album of the year. i loved every track because every thing is so different. every sound, from urban cultural to dancecore. seriously, M.I.A has gone so far from arular. the srilankan girl has so much talent.