Half Psychotic, blue print symphonic

when life throws you lemons, you make lemonade.
when life throws you rotten eggs and self absorbed people who dont care enough for chances? hmm.
there just comes a point where you gotta stop trying and see where life takes you with the lemons, eggs and whatnot.

i think, on my 266th post on the course of 3 years, i've reached it.

you think about yourself mosta the time you arent aware of the people around you. when you think you're the one with issues, you're blindsighted and tend to do and say things that, well, you shouldnt wouldnt say. coming to cjc, probably the first milestone ive attained/reached? its not that bigga deal for those in ny/vj/aj/wherever else you feel superior, but it is for me, especially its been surreal being here, some people amazing, but then again you have the downright shitty, hypocritical,backstabbing,i-know-it-all-no-one-else-does,self absorbed strumpets around wherever you go but whats new? well, i guess its just the intensity of it, ive just lost my way in figuring out how to deal with these issues,oh yea, here's a new year resolution, since most of us are too concerned with our selves, its high time i started being the same way

deepavali by the way isnt indian new year, its the festival of lights, its a big deal. seriously.

i need to lose ****
i need to start a savings account.
i need to get a phone, a sony installation cd, a life.
i need to get bdae gifts.
i need to stop procrastinating
i need to make time for my friends that are dear to me.
i need to start helping around the house.
i need to be more spiritual.
i need to work on my geog and pwn you at it.
i need to stop making lists that get lost along the way.


alright, randomness aside, yesterday was robelle's welcome back bbq and the arts house meeting, both were exceptionally cool shit, met wonderful people! :D i missed all of them.supersupermuch. went to ice cube after that, crepe's ultimate combo with kenneth :D had cookies and cream,peanuts, fudge and brownie cubes, bagus or what, he however was pretty bummed that we didnt get the mango -.-

parthibun looked darn skinny :(
and until i get that installation cd, no photos for you peeps bicthessss. glenda plus everyone else, hang on kay? :D











my deepest condolences to naren and his family, may god's grace carry his family through this tough time. faith. lubchu naren :D