jackiemon.

you know how you make such elaborate plans and have all these dreams that tomorrow's plan's gonna be awesome and nothing's gonna screw up and we're all gonna live happily ever after? and then everything goes wrong, and you do everything you can to salvage the sitch. and then you feel shitty cause the other party isnt the least bit bothered? okay, i know you dont know how it feels like. but i do! thats one more thing i know compared to you,HAH!

you know how guilt's the worst feeling i thought i'd feel, i was immensely wrong. its the feeling of betrayal, the lost of trust in someone, aiyoh so melodramatic. its true that we all go looking for drama in our lives lah, esp me. fuck my sensitive nature and my rather awesome intuition.

people go looking for trouble, and im a class act. no kidding there. sucks that your apology doesnt seem to mean anything anymore.