school sucks i know

having super breakout as a game in your phone doesn't really help with tutorials or lectures. i end up unlocking more phases and secret levels, but nothing about hydraulic shit goes in my head. and my stomach aches back and i feel nauseous and i'm missing someone really badly.

people always leave, screw the part where everyone says, sometimes they do come back. but heroes, gossip girl and one tree hill is :D

im tired of doing stuff for people and not for myself, im tired of being tired. i want to escape, i want to be free. i want to get away, can someone take me awayy just for a while, just for a breath of fresh non-school, no trouble air. i miss those days where my only worry was what kind of shit they were gonna serve me for lunch in kindergarden. now i've got tonnes to worry about, tonnes of decisions to make. yeah, its part of getting older, wiser, more responsible. screw responsibility, sometimes a girl just wants to have fun.

im quite sure im not the only one feeling all this pressure, my classmates are getting pretty gross to look at with their puffy eyebags and foul mouths like paolo (joke, t2 always gorgeous), today we had a break where almost half the class slept, but i was rudely awakened by a phonecall, so i only had 24 minutes of sleep, 50 minutes would have really worked wonders.

i hate being this moody. i hate pmsing, and most of all, i fucking hate gastric pains i hope you die and burn in hell.