fuck.

its not been good, not been great. its not been another episode in aish's life, the one that has been rather... smooth so far.

well maybe i demand too much, but im a girl who needs attention. and you know what, im going to take this time off to open my eyes and see, for what kind of person you truly are. i am closer to the truth, in fact i already am there. its just, a little hard for me to accept/believe. i guess i am going to have to let you go soon, but not just yet. let me have some fun first, you know sometimes i dwell in fantasies of how your life's going to be miserable, and how i'm going to make that happen. difficult to comprehend? doubt so.

im far ahead of melodrama, now its all about me. you're going to regret this, cause i havent been this angry in a VERY long while.