sometimes i wish she knew how i felt.

went to watch a movie on friday with my home girl prinesh :D and then family stuff. saturday was drama farewell bbq, jasvier was telling us all sorts of crazy stories, it was darn funnyy. yesterday we had another GK things, met up with tang and the rest, fun as usual :D we should be going to gabriel's house soon to guitar hero!!! :D today was mellow. but i'm happy.

dear k, i dont like you just so you know.

what do you do when the boyfriend cant stop hanging out with his best friend.


you kill the fucking bestfriend. where's my poison and the dagger at the balls? where's lucifer.

lovers in japan.

well, i've no idea why im up so early, but lesley's already on her way out. i cant believe she managed to convince me into going into the pool without spare clothes. had fun at mario's yesterday. ive made really amazing friends, ones that i thought i would never make in cj. felicia quah is awesome at bbqing, hope she has fun in japan.

ps: i need a mic for karafuckingokay party, seems golly fun.

pussy

mj-ed plus overnighted at steph's.


i feel chinky and gay. let me get back to bed and pretend i didnt watch the worst show ever.

sex on fire

HEYYO.
phillipines was the shiznit, seriously, i think all 20 of us had the most AMAZING TIME. i got to know rachel and lesley TRUCKLOADS better, they're amazing people that took great care of me, rachel's great with kids, and lesley LOVES BRITNEY(ok kidding), but i love her taste in music! sharing rooms together and bonding over fascination of tv. heh. but the best part was at batangas, undoubtedly, where we had an eye opening experience, we helped build houses and in turn help build lives for the poor who lived in slums or squatted half their lives. These kids could be very bright but denied opportunities because they are poor, so this organisation called GAWAD KALINGA helps them out, build them decent homes provided they change their ways and attempt to make their lives better by learning new things and developing themselves as well. then they could perhaps move out to the city and live better lives! We were very happy to be part of the most challenging CIP yet, i made incredible friends that i'll be catching up with soon! :D tangster,fiona(drama),carmie, FELICIASEXYHO!(drama),smellymelly,cherie!,SHOEANNNN,GABRIELTHE DANCER, belmond blue!,MARIOOOOO,matthew!,grace the hardworker!,nicole!,benjamin sick boy, joelover,aileen and bernice with their weird jokes and of course, rachel and lesley! :D

t2 should have gone, it was a very humbling experience. the kids were adorable! :D


pictures soon guys!

philippino!

it pays to be knowledgeable.

my dad now owes me 50 dollars.



be good while im gone for a week people!

xoxo

how could you be so heartless

did i mention, i think i dont mind settling for kanye west?

underwear

one day i might die from all my tummy troubles, when that day arrives, i'll let ya'll know how i truly feel about tofu and tea.


that aside, i think ive been so peachy these coupla days, i think its starting to become a routine, facade perhaps. something's bugging me but i cant really put my finger on it. other than that, kuma called from INDIA the other day, he's doing great! :D


happy birthday to prinesh and 16 months of havoc to me, too bad person isnt here, work, ugh, gross.

thats what you get when you let your heart win

i just woke up, its a record. its a sign

anyone tell me what ryan seacrest doing rdjing on 987fm? well anyway, its still refreshing.

i miss my boyfriendd, i dont wanna leave him for a week!

Sold out to the Scene

i see this on almost on EVERYone's blogg.


10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
1. i'm just being annoying cause i miss you, i'm about to throw in the towel and stop my bitchfit right about now so come over and kiss me quick!
2. i really do love you, even though i can really seem like i couldnt g.a.f
3. i miss hanging with you, we used to be so amazing
4. sorry lah, start over?
5. i find you quite boring, but sometimes you're too darn sweet i cant say no.
6. i wish i could adopt you
7. you're not all that, you stopped being that in sec 2.
8. i havent seen in a while, two days is too long.
9. we need to go shopping.
10. you need to stop being shady.

9 things about yourself:
1. i am blunt
2. i can be a cunt sometimes.
3. i secretly crush on you.
4. i have a near visible dimple
5. i get antsy when i miss somebody
6. im afraid of loneliness.
7. im very sensitive.
8. i like teaching.
9. i love playing solitaire.

8 ways to win your heart:
1. my favourite flower.
2. tell me how much you love me.
3. gain my trust, dont be shady.
4. say ur sorry when ur in the wrong.
5. serenade me even if you cant sing for nuts, esp my favourite song
6. dont keep quiet on the phone
7. picnic
8. love me wholeheartedly, get to know me before that.

7 things that cross your mind a lot:
1. mummy
2. boyfriend
3. johnny depp.
4. tv shows.
5. new zealand
6. music
7. friends

6 things you do before you fall asleep:
1. talk to boyfriend
2. bathe, brushteeth routine
3. figure out sleep playlist
4. read something
5. daydream
6. sleep

5 people who mean a lot:
1. Mummy
2. Daddy
3. Baby
4. Ulfred
5. i cant squeeze so many in here, its between leeyen, prinesh, kabil, kenneth, isabel, vinoth, other relatives, naren, janani.

4 things you're wearing right now:
1. ear studs
2. pink hair tie.
3. jammajams
4. pretty undies

3 songs that you listen to often:
1. Sold Out to the Scene- Max Morgan
2. Hot n Cold- Katy Perry
3. Yeah You- N.E.R.D

2 things you want to do before you die:
1. marry baby
2. vegas with ulfred.

1 confession:
i really really love my boyfriend, but i dont think he knows it. im glad things worked out for us.


im tagging leeyen cause im trying to be funnaye.

wake up call.

happy belated melvin, bbq with my old friends was the shiznit, seriously. glad we're in full swing with my council mates and i honestly cannot wait for january 9th. details soon people, there's about to be a shindig thats gonna blow your brains out. bbq pictures are with jq, but hurray, im down with food poisoning. i went about 8 times this past hour, record.


to shaniz,
i dont know if you're reading this right now but i really do want to make an attempt to make things right. i've been a downright shitty person as of when you returned from cambridge. i realised all you've been to me was nice, trying to offer me help and guide me through life as it is. you were there for me when i needed you, and all i've been is nosy, pricky, smelly, annoying, mean and yes, jealous. you've been wayyyy great as a friend and i dont want to lose that. i had a really good time being friends with you, and i dont know if it matters much to you now but it does to me. it always will, cause you're one of the people in cjc that are really dear to me. you were one to come up to me and tell me whats my deal. that helped alot, it really was a wake up call, although i did realise it quite late.i never really got to a proper apology, so here it is. im sorry, and i really hope we can start all over. i promise to be a better friend, if you could help me every step of the way, if im being the person that you hate, tell me.slap me. you're an amazing girl dear, and im sorry. your collage has been waiting here at home, i really havent got a proper time or moment to give it to you. i really do hope you give this some thought, and one last chance.


lotsalotsalove sincerly.

quizzie.

1. Do you have secrets?
i have a couple of friends who know everything about me and hate me for it and try t change me for the better so thats why they're still my friends.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
irony much.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
is that a trick question?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
first thing, get the hell out of here. with those dear to me of course.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
i love my best friend!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
im sorry, im self centered. being loved. but you'll be blessed if you chose loving someone.

7. Who do you idolise?
kristin cavelleri

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
LIKE? ohh, move on.

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
lately, secondary school friends and jag. ohh leeyen too.

10. Do you have any regrets?
haha, i do that most my life. and im only 17. i guess making mistakes are my forte and having friends that dont forgive is another.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
i prefer not to.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
mommy, daddy, ulfred, leeyen, jag, naren, prinesh.

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single (dating?) and rich.

14. What is your favourite colour?
at the mo, red.

15. Would you give all in a relationship?
whats all?

16. What would you do if someone whom you hate asks for your forgiveness?
think about the time you've wanted forgiveness from someone, and give it. cause life's too short to bear grudges against anyone. then again, i havent been a saint.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
if she stole something dear to me, then no. notice i say she.

18. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
there i times where i wanna rip my head off, but i love being loved so yea, the latter.

19. 6 people I have tagged:
shokiedues, and the rest if you're bored.

kristin cavalleri

i think she's the epitome of what i wanna be.

hayden i want to do you pannetiere

reach out and touch your asscrack.

annoyed

when ur annoyed, Katy perry helps. I LOVE KATY PERRY MUAH MUAH MUAH.
cant believe the years' coming to the end.

where my party people at?

where is my drink, i lost my phone.

so i'm here at yen's typing away on her pretty pink mickey mouse keyboard while she's bonding over durians with her ubercool sexy grandpapi.

had pizza hut twice in a row, need to start swimming, running. satisfying.


i am gonna meet ulfred tonight, i think im going to be home late, and i think my parents arent gonna be so happy about it, but its the holidays!!!!!!

well, obama won, hurrah for the world. people love the idea of change, but im sure,when it starts, people are gonna start resenting it, start saying this is not what they wanted, humankind are never satisfied. Me, I, however, am an adverse example.


NOT.


pw was really smooth, ravi asked me a tough question but i did pretty good i hope. our group was great, video had good reception overall. i'd like to thank my wonderful groupmates brennan, shane, gabby and rebecca for a wonderful job done, for all the hardwork, sweat and tears. Loved working with ya'll! brennan, it sucks that ur leaving and had to cut your hair on the last day, we wont forget you!


alright, that was my ranting for the day, let me be off before my mum threatens to set my computer on fire in order to get me home to spend more quality time with her before i go off with ulfred :D YAY.

Gossip Girl

food for thought.

if you do move on, does it mean you werent genuine in the first place?

especially if you took about, 3 weeks to move on.


hahah i am so blair warldorfing right now.

hello world.

glow in the dark tour was AWESOME, i thought i needed a time machine before, but now i really really need one :D

it was so good, he just kept going, rapping without stopping, and he kept the crowd engaged and drunk :D i honestly thought it was, ultimatum, crack at its best.

im due in school in an hour, im here at home, just woke up, stale breath,stinky sweat.
dont you wish your girlfriend was as gross as me?