hmm.

NYEH. today was mundane. really mundane. like freaky shitfuck mundane, the day could not have been any normal-er. too normal in fact. something is fishy....


BUAHAHA. i am so paranoid. sometimes i think im too paranoid, when i see people that look like potential harm i think i could beat road runner at a race around the world without my heart missing a beat. honestly, if i see...hmm... lets say ah pek near yishun GV cineplex (there are millions there, this is hardcore proof that singapore has an ageing population), i'd grab whoever is with me at that time and detour, just to avoid anything nasty. even if they wouldnt do anything i just dont wanna risk it, you know? maybe sometimes im too sensetive, paranoid, irritable, you name it. jo alwas says im crazy. i especially hate going to all the little towns in lion city, like geylang, little india and chinatown because those places are flocked with foreigners who, like i have mentioned before in previous blog entries, look at you like if they look harder, they're miraculously going to get a superpower like spontaneous regeneration or X-ray vision. pfft. burn in hell you people with no honourable intentions.

back to my paranoia problem. i also think the people around me are going to die soon and its my responsibility to stop them from dying. even though the answer to this problem is

RIGHT SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF MY FACE

i refuse to take "dont excessively worry" for an answer as i tend to take the whole world's weight on my shoulders. maybe thats my problem i care too much about the people i love. i should know that i am no superhero, i cant stop destiny(whoa that sounded really cool)although giving advice to myself seems a little too.......... but i dont take my own advice so moving on.....


i'm also allergic to BGR. i am serous, i dont think its humanely possible but recently i've been rather neurotic when it comes to BGR. especially in trains, my cynical self steps out and inside im thinking different ways to plot the couple's demise (whom are displaying excessive affection, not those couples whom behave with civic consiousness *quote miss fauziah and this morning's assembly*)

DIE YOU PIGS DIE, OR AT LEAST, GET A ROOM.

well, this still doesnt explain why im allergic to BGR maybe its because ive seen the worst out of BGR. let me play out two classic case scenarios that always happen.

1) Friend's girlfriend/boyfriend gets extremely jealous over the fact that she/he is close to a third party.
2) Girl/ Boy (boys are rather the rare species in this case) have one relationship that fails, gets desperate, gets screwed over a million times and never realises that it has gotta stop.

well, i know, i should be looking at the positive side of relationships like:
1) gifts
2) undying love (pfft.)
3)sex
4)marraige
5)babies
6)end of career
7) end of life.

maybe not such a good thing. i cannot help being a materialistic shitfuck, i get orgasms when someone gets little things for me just to show they care. its an exceptionally good feeling and i plan to get married to some rich fuck. =]] sue me for loving money.


this blog entry is the result of the epitome of boredom that i am currently experiencing. after my o levels, i shall go out and then, i shall have more productive blog entries. lalaalalalala. until then, i shall remain a non desperate single and un-jealous girl who has better things to do in life than fall in love and get screwed over.