divine discontent, but there's still march 7th

incubus is coming to singapore on march 7th
i think i just died and took a piss.
alright no. however, i am giving you the prospects to my future. i am so mothertoot going!

so this year is freaking ending. LIKE ENDING. and this year i've learnt alot. and the most important thing i've learnt, is that the world never forgives.
you trust someone, you realise that the person will be there for you, when you make a mistake, you'd expect the person to tell you off, show you the right way and perhaps, however tough it may be, to forgive. its hard, to see that same person, the one you'd grown to care and love, not show the same emotion back, even after going through so much together. only goes to show how much your friendship was worth. its the gallows for you honey. i expected too much.


i've always regretted, until this very point when i woke up in the morning, hearing this

"Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands"
(fkn ipod died after 7 hours of sleep. grr)

yea, and i realise. i dont need you any longer. i've been searching for this part of me for a very long time, the part that doesnt care. i guess its back now. so i can breathe.


ok seriousness aside, MCR is performing tmr, i think xuan's prolly going so i'll hope she has a good time, max pavillion.. so its guaranteed moshing. and xuan is tiny!!! hopefully she doesnt stand next to some monster. i remember at electrico's gig last year some mofo kept stepping on my foot and the barricades nearly fell over. kinda reminds me of an experience... okay nvm.

i woke up today after my ipod died at 930 am, i was frigging pisseddddd since i was planning on "all day in bed day"(pfft,haahah) but i was rudely interrupted. but nvm. im still in bed and typing.bathed and brushed, but still sleeping. haha. woke kenneth up, i saw his granny in the papers yesterday, no comments.

poor lil pink was later for work yesterday and she got a lil wet in the rain and she was freezing. i am blogging for her since she hasnt updated in forever. -.- okay i just saw my neighbor's go home with her french boyfriend. you know how you think eastern european hotties are just the fabulous? well you're wrong. the guy who just walked pass the corridor is a very good example. but then again, the white boys certainly do have an infatuation for the asians! like xiaxue, my neighbor... bet they're having loud french sex right about...now.

then lil pink told me about how this ang moh guy told her that she had nice lips (angelina jolie HAHA) and she nearly died. when i was out with the boyfriend at wisma the other day, this ang moh guy winked at me and told me i had nice eyes when the boyfriend went off to order. i nearly died too. the boyfriend wasnt too happy though, right j?


the boyfriend is away! he'll be like back in 3 to 4 hours but its been living hell for the past 28 hours. i am a pathetic girlfriend. hehe. i was complaining to lil pink the other day(okay yesterday) and she tempted me with the perfect remedy! teppan yaki for dinner today i cant fken wait,. i just hope she doesnt take me town touring since i am like broke and my pay isnt due anytime soon. i have so much to buy when my pay comes, like that ADORABLE ELMO that i saw at kiddy palace the other day when i was babysitting. he kisses and sings "elmo loves you so so much" when you press his tummy. ISNT THAT ZOMG ZOMG!!

and then there's planet galatta's cd launch this sunday at scape youth parkk. its like fken indian to go there but i really wanna go since i havent felt indian in forever. plus prinesh is going and i managed to convince my mum into ditching the wedding. plus its an off day for me. so i hope everything goes great this sunday night. still havent gotten my call from nithya, supposed to go get coffee todayyy.


i miss j. the lazy mornings lying with you in bed, the way your lips curve in when your kisses tender, the strong hold you have on me when we're out, when you whisper just to get close to me, your scent on my skin, i know you're really trying. thank you baby. =]

never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

listening to, i want you. rachael yamagata