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2009-07-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

hi peeps, its been a while since i visited my tumblr account, but here, i'm there often, here's just...random stuff.

sex

backstreet boys intended on singing this

2009-07-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

i dont care who you are, where you're from, dont care what you do, as long as you FUCK me.

iamaish

2009-06-25T22:54:00.000-07:00

i remember how much it was blogging on blogger, like... there's this i cant give a fuck feeling.
i'll attempt to keep this blog running

michael

2009-06-25T19:13:00.000-07:00

i dont remember listening to my first michael jackson song, my mum remembers though. she said i was two, and she used to play the likes of michael jackson, stevie wonder and whitney houston. i'd apparently insist on hearing billie jean over and over again. i remember watching my first music video of michael jackson, and i became his fan. i wouldnt say im a die hard fan, but it pains me to know he's left us. the man has been under so much scrutiny, to think he's left us...forever. so much stress, his name isnt even cleared. it fucking sucks that people say that he wasnt a man worth our tears. he revolutionized our culture, pop music. he invented the moonwalk, the music videos, he made us see beats, he knew what us consumerists wanted and left us dying for more. sure, he had his flaws, everyone's flawed, i stand by michael, i think he's a wonderful man, i want to thank him for bringing me through my childhood, giving me good taste, making me realise that dance is a passion, a talent. i want to be able to move my feet like this legend, this god of pop. its like the world has lost another elvis, no one will EVER come close to michael. ever. i think this is sick, i am sick to my stomach. he left us at 50, i have yet to see him live, performing amazing stuff. he has been an inspiration to so many stars of today, you wouldnt see many stars on stage singing their hearts out, dancing their feet off if they werent inspired. michael was a legend, he was... amazing. he was the king of pop, always is. music will never be the same again. rest in peace michael. i'm so mad at life right now, he had to leave us at 50, 50 years on earth, thats short for any human being. and to die of cardiac arrest, sigh, imagine how much stress he must have been going through. and it is our fault, yes people, all of us thirsty for gossip, we wanted to see this man fall, fall from that pedastal, we ridiculed him for his strange eccentric decisions, we made him this way, a sad man. he wanted to do a comeback, show his fans that he's true to his passion, he worked so hard, all in vein. i hate myself for laughing at his choices. he was a great man, and im sorry he had to leave us so early. i will make a trip to neverland someday, something i should do before im 30. take care michael, god bless you and your family. i'll continue to pretend like you were singing p.y.t to me. :/

hello world

2009-05-12T05:54:00.000-07:00

i've moved. get your link from me personally/online/blah whichever.
I'll come back to post pictures/or when i feel like i have to.
this blog : October 2006-May 2009. a good run, a lot of scandal, controversy, crazy pictures, tears, blog fights.
so i'll come back just for memories. :) take care ya'll.

♥

sigh.

2009-05-05T19:11:00.000-07:00

what does this tell you?

my love life on the other hand, is non existent, i need some aphrodisiac, something? can i stop wanting what i cant have, it is sincerely driving me up the f-wall. i need some ps-i-love-you, style loving, someone who can love unconditionally, not be so motherchucking needy, i need some CHUCK, yeah, thats what i need, chuck. i dont need... DAN. i need more chucks in my life. too much DAN, i feel suffocated.

the world is not perfect, my world is not perfect

2009-05-04T07:06:00.000-07:00

because, people like wentworth miller, utt and adam lambert are not straight.
not that i have anything against homosexuals or bisexuals, they just shortchange us. :/
and because you've found someone i would date. that sucks majorrr.

wolff pedophile.

2009-05-03T01:28:00.000-07:00

so, they are gonna be really good looking once they're legal huh?

really?

2009-05-02T04:01:00.000-07:00

Positive: The Goat can be appealing, altruistic, creative, empathetic, intuitive, generous, artless, gentle, romantic, sensitive, compliant, candid and self-effacing darlings.
Negative: The Goat can also be self-pitying, pessimistic, fugitive, parasitic, vengeful, lazy, indecisive, contentious, violent, capricious, irresponsible, tardy, careless, bigoted, nasty little pieces of work

oddly enough, is thought to be the most feminine sign of the zodiac, perhaps because this is a very creative sign. is artistically talented, and has a great sense of fashion. Chances are that this type will prefer to be a designer or painter, or go into the kind of profession where he can make the most of his gift for creating beautiful things.

These people are considerate creatures - they think before acting, and are trying not to hurt somebody else's feelings. In case such occasion took place and ram person caused unforeseen problems, there is more chances he/she will step forward to rectify the situation. This certain side of their character usually not only helps them to maintain a healthy social life enables them to deal with life's ups and downs.

It is very important to remember that sympathy is very important to these people and so is the approval of people they respect. However they sometimes require too much attention and impose too much on those who close. Sometimes they are too sensitive for the real world, as they often have some misinterpret with the situations. People born in this year are insecure. They need to feel loved and protected. They are easily drawn into complex predicaments. This being, so, they usually shy from confrontation, pull back when faced with heavy decision-making and blatantly refuse to take an unpopular stand in a conflict.

They are also wanderers by nature and are happy to set off on journeys to meet new people and to see the world. It is often the simple things in life that give them the most pleasure; a wonderful view, a beautifully created object or an inspiring piece of music will help these people feel happy and entranced. Such people can be lazy sometimes. If ram person has any choices, he/she would definitely choose to marry a wealthy person and sit back for the rest of his/her life. The urge to follow their inner instincts also reveals an obstinate streak, and this desire to find their dream can make them dissatisfied with their present possessions. Sometimes good opportunities do come their way but it is hard for such people to make a quick decision. Life's comforts are very important for these people and you they hate put them at the risk.

These people are very romantic sensitive, sweet and darling. In relationship, they could be sometimes a little bit bossy and lazy, but with their gentle and caring nature, it will be hard to resist them.

On the weak side, need to feel secure in love and if partner behaves coolly and unpredictably it can make the person feel very unsure of his/her. They are so emotional people, that it is easy to move them to tears, although it is often hard to explain why they were crying. More over these people are often too shy to express their emotions, and as a result they may miss good romantic opportunities. It is insufferable difficult for these people to approach a stranger and make a conversation, and so they are more likely to meet a partner through friends. ---(OMG!!!!!!!)

They do not like to be obliged in a relationship. While these people are gentle and romantic, in need of protection, their creative spirit should not be suppressed. Some people may treat their absent-mindedness as thoughtlessness, but it is not in their nature to upset other people intentionally.

First of all it would be right to say that due to indecisive nature, people born in the year of ram like to study the esoteric in order to know more about the unknown. They enjoy reading books about horoscope and fortune-telling. Therefore, there is nothing unusual if you find such person working as an astrologer or a fortune-teller.

They possess a power to turn their fortune around - just when everything seems bleak, hopeless, and despairing something or someone turns up to help. They should avoid routine jobs or ones that demand continual focus attention on small daily problems. Rigid schedules make such people feel trapped, and their easy sense of timekeeping could land them in trouble in a strictly regulated job. -( sense of timekeeping, are you kidding me?)

It is often happens that ram people have a flair for art and design and enjoy all kinds of creative work. The idea of having to fight for a position or compete with others induces worry and stress, so they should choose something that provides them with an element of freedom and peace.
Leo is thought of as a "royal" sign due to their symbol, the lion or king of the jungle, and is smart and refined, though this very feature of their personality may subject them to become somewhat vain and overbearing.

As Leo is ruled by the Sun, the Leo personality at its best is that of a bright, shining light that easily holds all its subjects within a safe, secure orbit around itself. These are warm, caring, giving people who will make it their mission to make the lives of those around them very comfortable as long as they feel appreciation for their efforts. However, without enough appreciation, Leo can become domineering, bossy, and stubborn, believing they are right and everyone else is wrong. Leos are also extremely sensitive to criticism and will rarely forgive a perceived slight. The Leo personality is intelligent and motivated, and often seeks out situations that put them in the spotlight, where they can be very effective. Again, however, if the ego is left unchecked, some Leos may become quite arrogant, doing things that are not acceptable "because they can."

For those with a Leo child, you have a kid with a warm, happy disposition who often displays confidence beyond his years. The desire to be in the spotlight will surface early in your little Leo, so give him plenty of opportunities to shine in various situations, where he feels he is in his element. Despite their outwardly proud, confident personalities, Leo children very much appreciate safe, stable routine in their lives, so make it a point to try to keep everything on a predictable schedule in the household. Your little Leo will be outgoing and gregarious with other children, but could easily become bossy and overbearing, trying to control everything and everyone around him. Keeping this in check with gentle guidance will serve your little Leo well for years to come, as the urge to try to dominate will be with him for a lifetime. Be careful how you criticize your little Leo, however, lest he hold it against you for years to come. Casual criticism that other kids might shrug off is perceived by the Leo child as a blow to his very core.

Adult Leos in the workplace might require a little extra maintenance, but this is generally worth doing, as they are strong, intelligent, ambitious leaders who will organize and motivate others. Leos are take-charge people who can make a real difference in the workplace, as long as their tendency to become overbearing is kept in check. Leos love prestige, and jobs with prestigious titles are very attractive to them. They make good doctors, lawyers, and teachers, and do well in any type of team leadership position that gives them some decision making leeway. Again, their proud facade may belie some inward insecurity, so criticism should be done gently and diplomatically.

If you have found a romantic partner in a Leo, you have no doubt already noticed the super-ego qualities inherent in the Leo personality. If you can provide the right amount of attention and appreciation, your Leo will in return shower you with the same. Leo is going to want to be the dominant partner in the relationship, so you must be willing to take second seat if you want to make it with this sign. If you try to gain control, expect explosive arguments and a power struggle that you will probably eventually lose, unless of course you happen to be an Aries or another Leo.

The best matches for Leo are Aries, Gemini, Libra, and Sagittarius, but Cancer and Virgo might work for certain individuals. It will likely be tough going with Taurus, Scorpio, and Aquarius.

Leo in any relationship is a charismatic leader that will take charge and draw followers. Leos will be the ones organizing the party and then greeting all the guests. A Leo will dress to make an impression, and this may be in expensive materials for the more refined, or in tasteless or gaudy materials to draw attention for the less refined. Your Leo friend has very fixed opinions and will resist attempts to change these opinions, a trait that others may find somewhat off-putting at times. However, if you give your Leo friend what they need, they will shower you with plenty of friendship, warmth, and loyalty in return.

the leo thing is so true.

love,sex and magic

2009-04-29T07:23:00.000-07:00

which is what i need right now, not mopey weird people who get obsessed over weird stuff.
i need, a hugh jackman.
i need a war of words.
and i need my best friend back.

i resent this

2009-04-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

srsly stop!

blame it

2009-04-27T01:31:00.000-07:00

god forsaken.
we'll miss you

random

2009-04-25T20:27:00.000-07:00

Amazing from kwest on Vimeo.

im 3008, and you're just 2000 and late

2009-04-25T02:09:00.001-07:00

its like daft punk meets lady gaga meets tpain meets lil wayne.

its like, black eyed peas.

and its guilty pleasureee.

army

2009-04-25T00:53:00.000-07:00

Sua Sponte says:
ey cb
yesterday i was doing a navigation exercise noe
in lower mandai
knn running thru the jungle like a thevadi monster ah
then i see
ISSAC LIM
AHHH!
i was like "sir, im from cj"
he: "i know!"
trouble sleeping-the perishers // says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
then
Sua Sponte says:
FUCKIN WHAT ARE THE ODDS
he asked me
"arent you supposed to have your rifle wiht you at all times?"
cos ah...i and my friends we took certain...liberties
trouble sleeping-the perishers // says:
hahahaha fuck, can imagine your face
Sua Sponte says:
fuckin shacked
5 days outfield
and then suddenly
got cjc people
NO ESCAPE
i think odac had some field trip
so yeah
i saw my junior class one girl
she recognised me siak
even tho i in uniform
BEARD (5 days never shave)
and sweaty like a monkey

OMG SRSLY CAN SCH GET ANY WORSE?

2009-04-23T05:11:00.001-07:00

i dont care what they say
you still make me feel like fuck/bullied.
i try to pull myself away
you still make me feel like i dont matter
my heart is crippled with the shit you keep inflicting on me

and i keep trying,
and its worse than cutting me open and bleeding love.

i hate school.srsly. kill me now. NOW.

anything wrong with that?

2009-04-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

sexy chiron mishra.

2009-04-16T06:39:00.000-07:00

ॐचिरॊनॐ Im A Hustla. says:
im more of a slack person
trouble sleeping-the perishers // says:
LIES
ॐचिरॊनॐ Im A Hustla. says:
who just wanna get laid
trouble sleeping-the perishers // says:
HAHAHAH

trouble sleeping-the perishers // says:
me like your shirt btw
ॐचिरॊनॐ Im A Hustla. says:
hahaha lol
u want it to be taken off
trouble sleeping-the perishers // says:
WTH
ॐचिरॊनॐ Im A Hustla. says:
come la what u talking abt shirt
ill take off my shorts la
trouble sleeping-the perishers // says:
see lah my mother came in the room when i started laughing
FUCK

lupinder, i wont forget you.

breakfast at nyc

2009-04-16T03:35:00.000-07:00

eighteen things
swearing
studying
exercising
binging
craving
lying
trying
pleasing
envying
acting
loving
hating
needing
saving
promising
procrastinating
dreaming
being

elimination.satisfaction.

cbmyasscbmorelikeit.

i made you

2009-04-15T05:45:00.000-07:00

i lost myself.
and i found myself.
now, what's next?
seriously, what is there?

dont skip school so much

2009-04-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

I AM JUST BLANK.

bossy

2009-03-28T20:21:00.001-07:00

on my 350th post, im still going nowhere.

why cant my heart feel what my head knows?

so here's the thing

2009-03-25T06:59:00.001-07:00

guy: i really like you, alot. i want you to be my gf mike.
girl: huh? but i barely know you
guy: lets get to know each other then (or some fuck like that)
girl: huh? but wait, i thought you were in madly head over heels could commit suicide get drunk and die in love with my cousin?
guy: gets embarrassed, fumbles with his limited vocabulary, and walks away.

and similar scenarios come by.

there's only one word for guy = desperate.
and i fell for one, what does that make me?

seriously, what the hell was i thinking?!
for one and a half years.
when i think about all the time i've wasted i could cry, swear.
fucking blind, dumb, deaf. should have listened, saw and talked about the monster he became.

whats that coming over the hill is it a monstaaaaa?

okay im bored, and yea, i am seriously GOING TO NEED TO MUG MY ASS FUCKING OFF FOR GEOG AND GET MY GRADES BACK UP BYE BYE SOCIAL LIFEZXZX

why

2009-03-23T03:43:00.000-07:00

why, when you dont want people to know everything you still subconsciously come down here and pour it all out for the world to see?

why, are people so concerned with the way other people are, as though it were a reflection of their own mistakes?

why, are things made look so simple, but they are in reality, far from it?

why, are the oldest of relationships so fragile, since when were they based on superficiality, based on judgements.

why, are people so hard to please, so quick to judge, so quick to break hearts, and so quick to justify themselves?

why, are people deluded in the idea that they have the power to judge, justify, criticize, rationalize, bully, patronize, isolate.

why, are people becoming more and more predictable as we read on.

why, are we living lives when these questions cant be answered?

why, are we never satisfied with what we have and looking for more

why, when we were meant to live, for so much more.

why, when the skies are dark we wish for the light, but when the sun rises we wish for otherwise

how, did we get so lost in ourselves, so consumed and so selfish/

how, did i make so many mistakes that cant be undone.

how, most importantly, am i going to get through another 7 months in this hellhole.

the answer is, me. im going to pull through, throw however many things u want to throw at me, i have already raised my white flag, its already over, now i'm just gonna keep my opinions to myself, cause they only get me in trouble.

and yes, this blog, is now, private.

if you seek amy

2009-03-14T21:49:00.001-07:00

If You Seek Amy - Britney Spears

glory glory man united

2009-03-14T20:27:00.000-07:00

well, we lost 4-1. it sucked being at clarke quay, and everyone of us manchester united fans were screaming our lungs out at the first penalty, and when the 3rd goal from liverpool came in, that mind blowing freekick that no one expected and all, thats when our sprits were broken, and we resigned to fate, beaten on home ground. this is depressing.

BUT WE'RE STILL ON TOP BITCHES, WE KNOW WHO THE REAAAL CHAMPS ARE AT THE END OF THE DAY.

and im missing a non optimistic someone really badly. i dont know if he knows. maybe i shouldnt have made too many plans. cause now i cant seem to take my mind off him.

please

2009-03-12T21:31:00.000-07:00

what do i have to do to please, i give up. i surrender, please stop this, i know it makes you seem all mighty powerful, but i cant stand this anymore. I'm breaking down, i don't need to disappear, you're already making it seem like I'm non existent, i deserve this, but i give up, i apologize, i don't want to do this anymore. please just stop.

othello.

2009-03-10T05:17:00.000-07:00

. says:
hhahaha go study la
i need to youtube

wlao, i wish i was widya on days like these.

fuck you black moor.

angry, hurt, and a little confused

2009-02-28T20:20:00.001-08:00

you go the extra mile, to show how much you adore someone,

and you get squat back.

not even a thank you that was heart felt.

all i felt was distance and awkward shit.

this is why i fucking shouldnt be nice to people. :(

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FRIED RICE PARADISE

2009-02-27T18:31:00.000-08:00

CONGRATULATIONS PAOLO AND SCLUB!!!!

PHARRELL

2009-02-25T06:30:00.000-08:00

so, coldplay is on the 23rd march, and N.E.R.D mosaic festival on the 20th. 40 to see pharrell from a far is worth it, so yea. i'll pay for my own n.e.r.d tix. anyone wanna sponsor my coldplay tickets, i'll promise to love you forever, comes with benefits one!!!!

pharrell is so yummy, find me a boy toy like him.

listen to yeah you, by N.E.R.D.

the hills

2009-02-24T02:14:00.001-08:00

the show gets stupider each season, but i dont know why im still so bloddy addicted to it.

slumdoggie indian pride

2009-02-22T23:13:00.000-08:00

and slumdog win 8 out of 10 nominations this year.

epic movie. everybody should go watch it now if you havent, like seriously

epic fail econs test.

why do men move on so quickly - because, they suck.

2009-02-19T03:03:00.000-08:00

You took my hand, You showed me how, You promised me you'd be around.

I took your words, And I believed, In everything, You said to me.

If someone said three years from now, You'd be long gone.
I'd stand up and punch them out, Cause they're all wrong.
I know better, Cause you said forever, And ever, Who knew.

Remember when we were such fools, And so convinced and just too cool.
I wish I could touch you again, I wish I could still call you friend, I'd give anything.

When someone said count your blessings now, before they're long gone.
I guess I just didn't know how, I was all wrong.
They knew better, Still you said forever.
And ever,Who knew.

I'll keep you locked in my head, Until we meet again, And I won't forget you my friend.
What happened.

That last kiss, I'll cherish, Until we meet again.
And time makes, It harder, I wish I could remember.
But I keep, Your memory, You visit me in my sleep.
My darling,Who knew.

i used to, hate this song. well not really, just didnt see why it should mean much to anyone, now i see. haha. ironic isnt it?

i hate feeling this way. i hate admitting, i hate confiding, i hate everything about you and me. i just hate wanting to go back to three months ago to where everything was peachy.

It's been raining since you left me,Now I'm drowning in the flood, You see I've always been a fighter,But without you I give up.

yes i still sob over you, i admit defeat, so yea why isnt this pain going away yet, its high time already.

Wondering if I'll stay, Young and restless, Living this way I stress less.
I want to pull away when the dream dies,The pain sets it and I don't cry, I only feel gravity,
and i wonder why.

is it cause i felt too much, is it cause i was genuine? is it cause you've changed, is it cause i never meant anything to you?

That last kiss I'll cherish Until we meet again

i dont know if i'll ever bump into you again, but though i wanna be able to laugh at your face and tell you how happy i am, i probably wont be able to cause you're likely to be linking arms with someone better,smarter,prettier, whichever floats your boat.

Can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be.

what puzzles me the most is that, are men programmed this way? no really, some guys i know of took a long time, to get over their girlfriends, and even crushes. i dont understand how men can easily move on from one girl to another within a matter of days, weeks, months. does that mean all that has been said and done before are shelved, burried beneath the dust?

to you everything was just a game,
yeah you played me good,
But i want you, i want you, i want you,
So much more than i should,
Yes i do.

i dont know if its just me, but i take really long to even GET OVER a crush and move on for to a new one, i guess i just am more sensitive and place more emotional attachment to human relationships since i value them alot. whereas people nowadays just move on from one crush to another, be it rejection or just plain boredom. so lets say i have a crush on you, i tell you about it, doesnt work out, a couple of months later i tell you that i like someone else, how would you react? i know, yea, it didnt work out so it shouldnt bother you as much, but then again wouldnt you want to question my sincerity as a person. i mean if it took more than just 2 months than you'd probably understand. so yeah, i dont know, maybe...its just me.

at times like these, you just wish to give up on love, and the emotions, the fun stuff, the laughter and the tears that go with it. so i think im right about this. for those who've found love, hold on tight, those who havent, dont go looking for it, and dont wish for it to come. cause trust me, ive been there, it fucks you hard and leaves you bleeding dry with nothing left to live for.

I see lovers in the streets walking,
without a care.
They wear it out loud
like there's something in the air
Oooooh, well i don't care

They're treading lightly
No they, don't sink in
There's no tracks to follow
they don't care where they going
hmm

And if they're lucky yeah they'll,
they'll get to see and if they're
really really lucky they'll
get to feel..

And it kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
makes your blood flow.
It's better that you know,
That love is hard.

Love takes hostages,
gives them pain.
gives someone the power to
hurt you again and again
oooh, but they don't care

And if they're lucky yeah they'll,
they'll get to see and if they're
really really lucky they'll
they'll get to feel.
And if they're, they're truely blessed
then they'll get to believe
and if you're dammed, you'll never
let youreself be deceived.

And it kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
makes your blood flow.
It's beter that you know,
That love is hard.

Kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
makes your blood flow.
It's beter that we know..

And it kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
And makes your blood flow.
It's beter that you know,
That love is hard..

love is hard, love is hard.

If it was easy,
it wouldn't mean nothing tough.

james morrison;

thank you for wasting your time reading this angsty post, if you think you're capable of sweeping me off my feet with your arguement of how i was totally wrong about this, and you can prove it to me, call 1800-go-screw-yourself.

ftw

2009-02-18T05:45:00.000-08:00

wlao, do you know how its been with a dysfunctional keyboard that cant type out "qwerty", kns, rather kill myself then type a sentence with pmsing keyboard last night.

but, dad, being as fabulous as he is got me a new one today, hurray. im not used to the un-noisy keyboard, and i keep making typos, so yeahhhhhh. :)

today, my gp tutor's fly was open, and THAT was the highlight of my day.

AND OHHHH, i still have no clue on what to wear of friday for film night. :(

and im missing someone really badly, im thinking of inventing a time machine.

:D

2009-02-14T21:31:00.000-08:00

i love dev patel, slumdogg millionaire!

happy valentine's day.

2009-02-13T21:35:00.000-08:00

not.

put em high

2009-02-12T06:34:00.000-08:00

fun pretending like dont know anything. really, its like, playing hard to get;

okay thing is, i sorta, wasnt able to like... prepare the vday cards on time, and i dont wanna do shoddy work. tmr if you're lucky you'll get cards and chocs or some special thingee.

need to quit

2009-02-12T04:30:00.000-08:00

wah, at this rate im gonna need a pack of winstons to get me through next week, kns.

7th week, 3 weeks to the week i find out i really wasnt cut out for jc.
common tests, i thought they were only gonna test on this year's stuff ya know?
i need to stop swearing, be more demure.

okay, need to get to working my ass off at making perfect miniature gifts for vday. yes, i made one for naren menon, since he's :D

and to you, my disgusting faggotface ass of a ex boyfriend, i hope you have an awesome wonderful valentines' day.

no bitchassness

2009-02-10T04:28:00.000-08:00

everyday you learn something new in school.
today i learnt a valuable lesson.
it may seem harmless right,
but its just like smoking.
really, im not joking.
DONT BITCH.
especially behind closed doors, peoples' back, whichever.
it will get you nowhere, prolly end up getting yourself hurt, others hurt,
and also making you look like a total retard, you end up laughing at your immaturity while typing this.

so yea, in paolo's wise words last year, dont bitch, BITCH.

wtf, love really was blind in your case.

2009-02-08T01:01:00.000-08:00

those who i value closest to my heart....r allowed to read my chapter.....r u one of those who r closest to my heart?..like duh u r....but it has jus began...

LIKE WTH CAN YOU GET ANYMORE LOSER JUST GO AND OVERDOSE ON SLEEPING PILLS AND DIE ALREADY LIKE SERIOUSLY.

2009-02-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

haha. met up with ulfred today after a gazillion years. missed him manz. he's at chinky dinner now. tonight's thaipusam, wish me luck that i get pass the crowd tonight and dont bump into anyone i know later mofo embaressing.

thank you fel for the thaipusam wish in the morning. hahaha! :D
firewalker? kenneth so ignorant!

and no K, SO DEFFO NOT CLOSE, it was an attempt at embaressment. i cannot stand subject in discussion. hehe. hope your ankle is okay love.

The world's biggest gang bang

2009-02-06T19:42:00.000-08:00

the only non porn photograph i could find of infamous annabel chong, kenneth's wet dream.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Annabel_Chong

please read, and be awed that she is singaporean. LKY must be proud. NOT

grown up V

2009-02-05T06:36:00.000-08:00

dont kill me V

sick remixes

2009-02-04T19:25:00.000-08:00

this one is just dance worthy :D

wah fucking cool.

SICK :(

school sucks i know

2009-02-04T05:29:00.000-08:00

having super breakout as a game in your phone doesn't really help with tutorials or lectures. i end up unlocking more phases and secret levels, but nothing about hydraulic shit goes in my head. and my stomach aches back and i feel nauseous and i'm missing someone really badly.

people always leave, screw the part where everyone says, sometimes they do come back. but heroes, gossip girl and one tree hill is :D

im tired of doing stuff for people and not for myself, im tired of being tired. i want to escape, i want to be free. i want to get away, can someone take me awayy just for a while, just for a breath of fresh non-school, no trouble air. i miss those days where my only worry was what kind of shit they were gonna serve me for lunch in kindergarden. now i've got tonnes to worry about, tonnes of decisions to make. yeah, its part of getting older, wiser, more responsible. screw responsibility, sometimes a girl just wants to have fun.

im quite sure im not the only one feeling all this pressure, my classmates are getting pretty gross to look at with their puffy eyebags and foul mouths like paolo (joke, t2 always gorgeous), today we had a break where almost half the class slept, but i was rudely awakened by a phonecall, so i only had 24 minutes of sleep, 50 minutes would have really worked wonders.

i hate being this moody. i hate pmsing, and most of all, i fucking hate gastric pains i hope you die and burn in hell.

i love tan leeyen

2009-02-02T06:43:00.000-08:00

dont stop making me smile. says:
hahah
news is, im back with jag
- ".Lion.".leeyen is SOURCING FOR FLS AND GLS FOR SPORTS CAMP.¨¨ -* says:
WTF
WTF
dont stop making me smile. says:
HAHAHAH
- ".Lion.".leeyen is SOURCING FOR FLS AND GLS FOR SPORTS CAMP.¨¨ -*:
WTF
dont stop making me smile. says:
JOKE
HAHAHAH
OMG DAMN FUNNY
- ".Lion.".leeyen is SOURCING FOR FLS AND GLS FOR SPORTS CAMP.¨¨ -* says:
WTF
WTF
dont stop making me smile. says:
OMG
- ".Lion.".leeyen is SOURCING FOR FLS AND GLS FOR SPORTS CAMP.¨¨ -* says:
DONT TALK TO ME
EVER
dont stop making me smile. says:
LOL
- ".Lion.".leeyen is SOURCING FOR FLS AND GLS FOR SPORTS CAMP.¨¨ -*:
EVER
dont stop making me smile. says:
SO FUNNY
- ".Lion.".leeyen is SOURCING FOR FLS AND GLS FOR SPORTS CAMP.¨¨ -* says:
okay
phew
u bitch
dont stop making me smile. says:
wah your reaction DAMN MOTHERFUCKING BAGUS
- ".Lion.".leeyen is SOURCING FOR FLS AND GLS FOR SPORTS CAMP.¨¨ -* says:
what
that isnt funny u bitch
dont stop making me smile. says:
AHAHAHAHAH
im gonna save this conversation
- ".Lion.".leeyen is SOURCING FOR FLS AND GLS FOR SPORTS CAMP.¨¨ -* says:
WHAT

hEllow.

2009-01-30T21:11:00.000-08:00

going out with vickie now. :D

i hate this part

2009-01-27T05:27:00.001-08:00

you know how you rebound?
im rebounding pretty hard
on the person i least expected to be there when all of this shit is happening.
i pray to god this all fades cause you are pretty much heartbreak central.
plus in NO FUCKING WAY are you my type.
ANDDDDD you're just too cute and a total charmer.
AND AND AND, im running your marathon, the one you made me do to help me get better.
why do you send butterflies off course whenever you call or text or even make eye contact?
ITS JUST FUCKING REBOUND!

happy chinese niu year yawww.

2009-01-26T07:20:00.000-08:00

wtf is jo doing? well these are the people that help make my life COMPLETE
i absolutely cannot get over three things
a)how ridiculous dinesh looks with his half im getting to as cool as ernest look
b)how ridiculously good ernest looks here. he should really take up that contract.
c)how ridiculous it is that leeyen is the only yellow one there.hehe

speaking of which, happy MANJAN FEST!

to the hindustanis

2009-01-25T07:25:00.000-08:00

if you have nice eyebrows, text me.

i will deffo go out with you.

kidding.

but seriously, nice eyebrows give me instant orgasms. hehe

ernie ez

2009-01-23T22:46:00.001-08:00

fuck i lost my ezlink card, need to go get it done with ernest now. SIAN.

SUGAN WE'll MISS YOU. AS SOON AS YOU COME BACK WE"LL SETTLE ALL OUR SHIRT PROBLEMS WITH TOOTHPICKS OKAY MIKE?

2009-01-22T22:33:00.000-08:00

real friendship, his vinoth and sugan before his departure
dinesh and me. wah their all so grown up now.
MY BEST FRIEND VINOTH :D
this one...i dont know
yup, thats ernest for you.
leeyen and her bffl sugar.
dinesh obama pimp and suganesh :)
my man ernest and sugan looking a little cheeky.
this one was just for laughs.
and all of us :)

okay i put them up on my blog because here i dont have to edit and resize for facebook. im too lazy, will get them done soon. UNTIL THEN, cb please make do with this. click to enlarge.

okay, so i first made friends with sugan on 8th january 2009 and i swear i've never felt so close to someone within such a short span of time, having known him so little and vice versa he helped through a really tough time, and i'll never forget him, swear on toothpicks. take good care sugar, we'll all miss you back here. come back soon, vinoth's all sad. i'm gonna laminate your card and stick it on the wall. to remind me everyday how blessed i am to have a friend like you. though shitty, these three weeks have been very special thanks to you, cause it has reminded me about
how important friendship is.

cny today was DAMN happening. ask fel for more details. RACHEL WAS AWESOME during dance today. gotta go now, party time.

tan leeyen, thank you so much, as much as i hate to tell you, i didnt cry over you know what, so aston's meal! i'll pass you your motherfucking long awaited present then okay XiiAoooYenn~*!

oh and vinoth, dinesh and ernest, thank you. that guy wont ever be half the men you guys are. he'll probably end up with aids or something along that line at the rate he's going. i trust you guys wont destroy yourselves like that. TOOTHPICK SOCIETY!!!!

sick

2009-01-21T04:27:00.001-08:00

doctor says if i eat properly, i'll get well. digestive system has got too much acid, its gonna shut down.

gastric pills and jabs cant save me forever. somebody forcefeed me.

but i dont have an appetite.

poker face

2009-01-20T03:00:00.000-08:00

hello world. meet this piece of heaven. ed westwick

tuesday

2009-01-20T00:27:00.000-08:00

today was quite bad in terms of school hours. fucking three breaks and wendy got puffy eyed. had a twenty minute conversation with nicole. and you know what, thanks. i dont know why but talking to you sorta made me feel like, someone understood. you didnt dwell on it much, but the looks and gestures sorta gave me your perspective on it.thanks.

speaking of which the class has got alot of... weird stuff going on. which means its time for, A CLASS OUTING! i mean, its our last year, cant we at least try to be happy? like...this?
or this?

those days when si yuan and iffah were around, wendy and heitung were banged and we had bridging and macs all the time.

i think right, that i need to go for open heart surgery, to remove the damage. seems quite permanent.

okay, time for some gossip girl, desperate housewives, one tree hill and the city!

WIDYA CHEN HUI JING MELATI JOHAN IF YOU SEE THIS FIND A WAY TO CONTACT ME NOWWWWW.

brand new day

2009-01-19T01:14:00.000-08:00

im not going to cry.
you're not going to defeat me.
you're not the only one.
those tears were shed,
but they wont stream down because of you anymore.

because you're not worth it, you never were to begin with.

back to square one

2009-01-18T20:37:00.000-08:00

i'm back to sobbing again.
no really how the fuck am i gonna get through this, i keep calling you and asking you the same damn question and everytime i get shot down. its day eleven and i havent lived a day without thinking about you, texting you or calling you.
i am a pathetic excuse for a human being and deserve to get fucking murdered. i swear it sounds very inviting right now, not living this life of agony, sorrow, misery, and any other word you can think of that means the same.
i cant concentrate in class, words like binomial or transnational corporations somehow makes me think of you, im hungry but i cant eat, im sleepy but i cant sleep, naren's jokes arent as funny.
my whole life would make sense if you came back.
i've lost, game over,i surrender, just take away this pain and i swear i'll give you a BILLION DOLLAR REWARD.

then again, no one can.

thank you?

2009-01-17T03:57:00.000-08:00

though im not a really big fan of liverpool, actually i um.... nevermind, i feel like my friends are part of that team, yelling out to me "you'll never walk alone."

no matter how cheesy or corny that just sounded, i appreciate every single gesture, be it a phonecall or understanding look that tells me that soon everything's gonna be fine if i only stayed strong.

i made a mistake, i went out with someone who didnt treasure me, who thought i was making unreasonable demands. dude, which girlfriend wouldnt wanna spend new years' with her boyfriend? and which girlfriend wouldnt be happy if her boyfriend kept making empty promises.

oh, and i put up with your lies time and time again, i smiled whenever you said you'll never let me go, i was stupid and foolish enough to believe YOU, faggotfuckingface.

no,i hope you dont die and burn in hell, i think you yourself screwed your life up major anyway, i think you did me a favour by dumping me, someday you'll realise no other chick will love you like i fucking foolishly blindly did. and when you do, i'll be gone forever.

i never did understand why people said he's not worth it, but now i do, sorry underqualified, application denied.

im stupid to still pine after you, im not gonna lie, a part of me still wants things to work out for us. but thats only cause im used to seeing a future with only you. if you're gonna agree to my terms, we'll talk.

i think im better off, its not confirmed. i know im gonna go back to crying for the next few days, im not over you, i admit, but i'm going to try and stay strong. you broke my heart, karma's a bitch, like seriously.

oh god, tell me this is a bad dream so i can turn back time. i miss you.

2009-01-12T05:36:00.000-08:00

look at him, he's gonna grow up to be great someday. he can smile with his eyes, he can drive his bike with no handlebars. he is living.

if only i were to go back to these days, when easy things like seeing a kid smile when i gave him a sharpener made me feel like my whole life is complete.

now, i have no life.
i hate myself.
i love you.

day 3

2009-01-12T05:23:00.000-08:00

i stood there in the middle, and tried to wait for a car to hit me.

and then i chickened.

but,i think im getting closer to where i want to be at.

kill me now i want to die.

2009-01-10T19:58:00.000-08:00

i've failed in what i was most passionate about.
i feel like a complete fuck up, like my whole life has been drained out of me, like there's nothing left to live for.
its easy to tell people to move on, but it sucks when you cant even take your own advice.

when i hugged you,
when i screamed for you to come back,
when i was helpless,
when i told you i'll always loved you, i always will.

you just stood there, unfuckingphased.
that tearful hug that could have explained it all just felt cold and unwanted.
i await 200 more sleepless nights.

the first time it hurt, and just as i was about to get over it, you came back like a whirlwind in my life, told me this time we'll make it work.

the second time it sucked really bad, but you came back and knocked me off my feet, promised me you wouldnt let me go. and i believed you.

yes, i believed everything you said. for you to turn your back on me, for you to cheat on me, for you to forget everything ive done for you, everything ive lost, have you really become that selfish?

am i really stupid to still want to make things work for us, im still pining for you, im still rooting for this to work out, im still living in this silly little dream wondering whether you'd call and say you're coming back, you'll try, it wont be the same, it'll be way better.

but now i've realised, it isnt gonna happen. i need to get away, walk away.
i should have known, i was used for amusement.
i kept hanging on, it was my fault, i got myself into this, but it seems like there's no way out of this mess.
really, return to me salvation.

im not me, you took me away from myself.
now im just living this empty life.
wait, i have no life.
it feels like nothing without you.
you've had so much control over me.
i know im not going to be okay for a very long while.
can someone give me something to kill the fucking pain.
i cant smile.

are you going to come back?
if you arent,
kill me now, i dont have anything else to live for.

did i mention?

2009-01-01T04:56:00.000-08:00

how much i love you prinesh? thanks for being there for me woman, i was a wreck, and you made my new year's eve and new years...the most memorable and reflective one yet. i wouldnt have it any other way anyway. :)

broke like cb, brogger.

2008-12-27T02:50:00.001-08:00

anyone got nail polish remover that i can borrow? my nails look pathetic. they are an eyesore, im not happy with unpretty nails.

tmr sunday siak.

on my 300th post

2008-12-22T03:46:00.000-08:00

even though my ulcer hurts,
im scared shitless about something,
i lost my way,
my maggi is spicy as hell,

i am the happiest girl alive.
cause i'm in love, and loving it. FINALLY :D
thank you god up there, that made me see that second chances are so worth that shit.
ohh, and i have the bestest friend to my side. :D

say you will- kanye

2008-12-21T21:36:00.000-08:00

say hello to goldilocks felicia :D
paul did some mojo imagine a tattooed man in your head thingee this morning. i wonder what its about.
i havent eaten.
i havent slept.
fucking groggy:D
he still texts her nia, it ought not to mean anything to me but i dont know why the hell it still BUGGGGGGS me.
i've been having really awesomexzxzxzxz holidays so far, but this week's gonna be damn busy with christmas and new years'
i hope i come up with resolutions i stick to bitches.

Paul; 09 says:
go suck a dick la!
see i so fierce
scared not?

i think im running out of oxygen

2008-12-17T17:29:00.000-08:00

haha funniest shit happened yesterday. okay, not so funny, its quite serious actually.

i mean i hear things like this happening to other people, and i always laughed about it thinking how stupid can they get ya'll.

haha, and then bammmm, it happens to me. mua. moi.

KNS i nearly PEED in my pants when i saw daddy at the door lah can!!!!

and this is why i love pravind pretty paul.

2008-12-15T00:22:00.001-08:00

Paul; says:
im still same old paul
knnn
no la
i handsome
like people will say
wow thats one handsome man
and id give a gruff snort in response
why?
cos im damn man

there's just something about these bad boys, that we always end up going back to. says:
HAHAAHAH

no more you in cj, can you just flunk alevels and stay back a year or something! van wilderr.

the day the earth stood still

2008-12-12T20:51:00.003-08:00

was the most fucked up movie i've ever seen.thank god it was free. buffet was good though.

pigs choice award nominee.

paul!

2008-12-11T00:27:00.000-08:00

tang!
belboy and mario
ready to chow carmie.
squashed cake, got scolded by rachel when i tried to take a picture. :(
nacli camp for eons ago. jean!
fucking hi 5 camp from eons ago.
my eyeshadow loves grabbing attention. what kind of pose is leeyen giving ah? kenneth tried my colgate smile only to fall flat.

fucking fucking shag i swear.

2008-12-07T03:00:00.000-08:00

fucking dead by 630, thanks ahh wendy.
slept on the fucking bus stop sia knn. but it was fun being homeless sloths for a whole night.
i wont ever try and be heroic and distribute water like there's no tomorrow, you full marathon runners had it easy i tell you. pour water like a pro, and then have it dropped on the floor like it doesnt mean anything. i bet it would have meant ALOT to the kenyans. lunch was apparently a turn off, didnt wanna try cause it looked unappetizing and im fucking picky with my food, must look glam one. paolowomanizer said even the kids in africa wouldnt eat it, dog food.

STILL WANT TO DROP MY CUP?!!!!
KNS

taper jean girl

2008-12-05T22:32:00.001-08:00

glenda and i met up, got work done pretty efficiently. paul's gone :/
standard chartered and supper tonight, wonder how thats gonna go.
met ulfred yesterday, SUBWAY was good after the longest time. had the really gross peanut cookie thought. tsktsk.
i need a new phone and a new life.
and sometimes i dont need anything to get by.

funny when ur single

2008-12-04T12:47:00.000-08:00

awesome, i just woke up. i need to get out, go play.
someone's at aussie now. kns, featured friend number one is littlemissskank. actually i dont really know her so i shouldnt say that. she might be nice for all i know.
date tonight, wonder how it'll go.
808.

kings of fucking leon.

2008-12-03T21:07:00.000-08:00

http://www.myspace.com/kingsofleon

please check em out. you prolly heard their sex on fire, but their other stuff is omg too! :D

if i were a boy

2008-12-02T20:54:00.000-08:00

i came to this space with nothing to say. thanks for wasting about 10 seconds of your life if you're a slow reader.

more pictures soon!

2008-12-01T00:02:00.000-08:00

mel and apparently constipated ericsson
boy next door and mel.
mel and aman.
boy next door and me. im so burnt!
erica mae!
hungry for more eric
aman the demon child
ericsson handsome sial.
KIDS
GABRIEL, rachel, shiu ann and stephanie and marissa and their two bros and their sista
kinda forgot his name. shit.
stephanie
marissa
chee tang and me with the kids.
stephanie and marissa's bro.
cute!
shiu an with her kids.
rachel ong, the best with kids.
pntm candidates.
so cute!
shagged me.
pretty her and me
cute stuff
so cuteee
tang me and phillipines' next top model.

hehe, shiu an likes taking unglam shots.
isnt she cyoot?!
two handsomes.
pretty kids.

kids at singapore village at baseco manila. the second one from the left is darn handsome.
CHEE AND MEE.
we were gonna get on that.
us and professor new.
us and antonio the horse.
why am i the only faggot smiling.
pretty spanish cathedral.
spanish influence in manila.
this is their macs.
the other horse
antonio the horse and our history tour guide, georgie porgie.
antonio dont pee.
SHOPPING!
i look darn shag! with carmie, fiona and tang
shaggiliciously fel and me
quah i hope you have an awesome time at tokyo eating raw salmon. we're gonna have a blast at drama.
cherie chong! you left the love of your life back in the philli! well anyway, i love YOU. i know you love your "best friend"
MARIO MATTTT. it was damn fun getting to know you AFTER we got back.
tang , you have no idea how much i love love love you. you are AMAZINGGG.
shaky hands there mario!

sometimes i wish she knew how i felt.

2008-11-30T23:55:00.000-08:00

went to watch a movie on friday with my home girl prinesh :D and then family stuff. saturday was drama farewell bbq, jasvier was telling us all sorts of crazy stories, it was darn funnyy. yesterday we had another GK things, met up with tang and the rest, fun as usual :D we should be going to gabriel's house soon to guitar hero!!! :D today was mellow. but i'm happy.

dear k, i dont like you just so you know.

2008-11-28T23:10:00.000-08:00

what do you do when the boyfriend cant stop hanging out with his best friend.

you kill the fucking bestfriend. where's my poison and the dagger at the balls? where's lucifer.

lovers in japan.

2008-11-27T17:23:00.000-08:00

well, i've no idea why im up so early, but lesley's already on her way out. i cant believe she managed to convince me into going into the pool without spare clothes. had fun at mario's yesterday. ive made really amazing friends, ones that i thought i would never make in cj. felicia quah is awesome at bbqing, hope she has fun in japan.

ps: i need a mic for karafuckingokay party, seems golly fun.

pussy

2008-11-25T17:20:00.000-08:00

mj-ed plus overnighted at steph's.

i feel chinky and gay. let me get back to bed and pretend i didnt watch the worst show ever.

sex on fire

2008-11-24T18:19:00.000-08:00

HEYYO.
phillipines was the shiznit, seriously, i think all 20 of us had the most AMAZING TIME. i got to know rachel and lesley TRUCKLOADS better, they're amazing people that took great care of me, rachel's great with kids, and lesley LOVES BRITNEY(ok kidding), but i love her taste in music! sharing rooms together and bonding over fascination of tv. heh. but the best part was at batangas, undoubtedly, where we had an eye opening experience, we helped build houses and in turn help build lives for the poor who lived in slums or squatted half their lives. These kids could be very bright but denied opportunities because they are poor, so this organisation called GAWAD KALINGA helps them out, build them decent homes provided they change their ways and attempt to make their lives better by learning new things and developing themselves as well. then they could perhaps move out to the city and live better lives! We were very happy to be part of the most challenging CIP yet, i made incredible friends that i'll be catching up with soon! :D tangster,fiona(drama),carmie, FELICIASEXYHO!(drama),smellymelly,cherie!,SHOEANNNN,GABRIELTHE DANCER, belmond blue!,MARIOOOOO,matthew!,grace the hardworker!,nicole!,benjamin sick boy, joelover,aileen and bernice with their weird jokes and of course, rachel and lesley! :D

t2 should have gone, it was a very humbling experience. the kids were adorable! :D

pictures soon guys!

philippino!

2008-11-15T22:40:00.000-08:00

it pays to be knowledgeable.

my dad now owes me 50 dollars.

be good while im gone for a week people!

xoxo

how could you be so heartless

2008-11-13T23:02:00.001-08:00

did i mention, i think i dont mind settling for kanye west?

underwear

2008-11-13T22:55:00.000-08:00

one day i might die from all my tummy troubles, when that day arrives, i'll let ya'll know how i truly feel about tofu and tea.

that aside, i think ive been so peachy these coupla days, i think its starting to become a routine, facade perhaps. something's bugging me but i cant really put my finger on it. other than that, kuma called from INDIA the other day, he's doing great! :D

happy birthday to prinesh and 16 months of havoc to me, too bad person isnt here, work, ugh, gross.

thats what you get when you let your heart win

2008-11-12T21:24:00.000-08:00

i just woke up, its a record. its a sign

anyone tell me what ryan seacrest doing rdjing on 987fm? well anyway, its still refreshing.

i miss my boyfriendd, i dont wanna leave him for a week!

Sold out to the Scene

2008-11-12T05:34:00.000-08:00

i see this on almost on EVERYone's blogg.

10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
1. i'm just being annoying cause i miss you, i'm about to throw in the towel and stop my bitchfit right about now so come over and kiss me quick!
2. i really do love you, even though i can really seem like i couldnt g.a.f
3. i miss hanging with you, we used to be so amazing
4. sorry lah, start over?
5. i find you quite boring, but sometimes you're too darn sweet i cant say no.
6. i wish i could adopt you
7. you're not all that, you stopped being that in sec 2.
8. i havent seen in a while, two days is too long.
9. we need to go shopping.
10. you need to stop being shady.

9 things about yourself:
1. i am blunt
2. i can be a cunt sometimes.
3. i secretly crush on you.
4. i have a near visible dimple
5. i get antsy when i miss somebody
6. im afraid of loneliness.
7. im very sensitive.
8. i like teaching.
9. i love playing solitaire.

8 ways to win your heart:
1. my favourite flower.
2. tell me how much you love me.
3. gain my trust, dont be shady.
4. say ur sorry when ur in the wrong.
5. serenade me even if you cant sing for nuts, esp my favourite song
6. dont keep quiet on the phone
7. picnic
8. love me wholeheartedly, get to know me before that.

7 things that cross your mind a lot:
1. mummy
2. boyfriend
3. johnny depp.
4. tv shows.
5. new zealand
6. music
7. friends

6 things you do before you fall asleep:
1. talk to boyfriend
2. bathe, brushteeth routine
3. figure out sleep playlist
4. read something
5. daydream
6. sleep

5 people who mean a lot:
1. Mummy
2. Daddy
3. Baby
4. Ulfred
5. i cant squeeze so many in here, its between leeyen, prinesh, kabil, kenneth, isabel, vinoth, other relatives, naren, janani.

4 things you're wearing right now:
1. ear studs
2. pink hair tie.
3. jammajams
4. pretty undies

3 songs that you listen to often:
1. Sold Out to the Scene- Max Morgan
2. Hot n Cold- Katy Perry
3. Yeah You- N.E.R.D

2 things you want to do before you die:
1. marry baby
2. vegas with ulfred.

1 confession:
i really really love my boyfriend, but i dont think he knows it. im glad things worked out for us.

im tagging leeyen cause im trying to be funnaye.

wake up call.

2008-11-12T00:36:00.000-08:00

happy belated melvin, bbq with my old friends was the shiznit, seriously. glad we're in full swing with my council mates and i honestly cannot wait for january 9th. details soon people, there's about to be a shindig thats gonna blow your brains out. bbq pictures are with jq, but hurray, im down with food poisoning. i went about 8 times this past hour, record.

to shaniz,
i dont know if you're reading this right now but i really do want to make an attempt to make things right. i've been a downright shitty person as of when you returned from cambridge. i realised all you've been to me was nice, trying to offer me help and guide me through life as it is. you were there for me when i needed you, and all i've been is nosy, pricky, smelly, annoying, mean and yes, jealous. you've been wayyyy great as a friend and i dont want to lose that. i had a really good time being friends with you, and i dont know if it matters much to you now but it does to me. it always will, cause you're one of the people in cjc that are really dear to me. you were one to come up to me and tell me whats my deal. that helped alot, it really was a wake up call, although i did realise it quite late.i never really got to a proper apology, so here it is. im sorry, and i really hope we can start all over. i promise to be a better friend, if you could help me every step of the way, if im being the person that you hate, tell me.slap me. you're an amazing girl dear, and im sorry. your collage has been waiting here at home, i really havent got a proper time or moment to give it to you. i really do hope you give this some thought, and one last chance.

lotsalotsalove sincerly.

quizzie.

2008-11-08T20:04:00.000-08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
i have a couple of friends who know everything about me and hate me for it and try t change me for the better so thats why they're still my friends.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
irony much.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
is that a trick question?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
first thing, get the hell out of here. with those dear to me of course.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
i love my best friend!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
im sorry, im self centered. being loved. but you'll be blessed if you chose loving someone.

7. Who do you idolise?
kristin cavelleri

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
LIKE? ohh, move on.

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
lately, secondary school friends and jag. ohh leeyen too.

10. Do you have any regrets?
haha, i do that most my life. and im only 17. i guess making mistakes are my forte and having friends that dont forgive is another.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
i prefer not to.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
mommy, daddy, ulfred, leeyen, jag, naren, prinesh.

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single (dating?) and rich.

14. What is your favourite colour?
at the mo, red.

15. Would you give all in a relationship?
whats all?

16. What would you do if someone whom you hate asks for your forgiveness?
think about the time you've wanted forgiveness from someone, and give it. cause life's too short to bear grudges against anyone. then again, i havent been a saint.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
if she stole something dear to me, then no. notice i say she.

18. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
there i times where i wanna rip my head off, but i love being loved so yea, the latter.

19. 6 people I have tagged:
shokiedues, and the rest if you're bored.

kristin cavalleri

2008-11-07T18:51:00.000-08:00

i think she's the epitome of what i wanna be.

hayden i want to do you pannetiere

2008-11-07T01:40:00.000-08:00

it sounds alot like paris hilton's stars are blind. hmm. maybe she should just stay cheerleader.

reach out and touch your asscrack.

2008-11-07T01:37:00.000-08:00

wtf is this, is she trying to act sexy? totally, not!

annoyed

2008-11-07T01:26:00.000-08:00

when ur annoyed, Katy perry helps. I LOVE KATY PERRY MUAH MUAH MUAH.
cant believe the years' coming to the end.

where my party people at?

where is my drink, i lost my phone.

2008-11-05T02:35:00.001-08:00

so i'm here at yen's typing away on her pretty pink mickey mouse keyboard while she's bonding over durians with her ubercool sexy grandpapi.

had pizza hut twice in a row, need to start swimming, running. satisfying.

i am gonna meet ulfred tonight, i think im going to be home late, and i think my parents arent gonna be so happy about it, but its the holidays!!!!!!

well, obama won, hurrah for the world. people love the idea of change, but im sure,when it starts, people are gonna start resenting it, start saying this is not what they wanted, humankind are never satisfied. Me, I, however, am an adverse example.

NOT.

pw was really smooth, ravi asked me a tough question but i did pretty good i hope. our group was great, video had good reception overall. i'd like to thank my wonderful groupmates brennan, shane, gabby and rebecca for a wonderful job done, for all the hardwork, sweat and tears. Loved working with ya'll! brennan, it sucks that ur leaving and had to cut your hair on the last day, we wont forget you!

alright, that was my ranting for the day, let me be off before my mum threatens to set my computer on fire in order to get me home to spend more quality time with her before i go off with ulfred :D YAY.

Gossip Girl

2008-11-04T03:40:00.000-08:00

food for thought.

if you do move on, does it mean you werent genuine in the first place?

especially if you took about, 3 weeks to move on.

hahah i am so blair warldorfing right now.

hello world.

2008-11-03T19:02:00.000-08:00

glow in the dark tour was AWESOME, i thought i needed a time machine before, but now i really really need one :D

it was so good, he just kept going, rapping without stopping, and he kept the crowd engaged and drunk :D i honestly thought it was, ultimatum, crack at its best.

im due in school in an hour, im here at home, just woke up, stale breath,stinky sweat.
dont you wish your girlfriend was as gross as me?

Half Psychotic, blue print symphonic

2008-10-25T19:31:00.000-07:00

when life throws you lemons, you make lemonade.
when life throws you rotten eggs and self absorbed people who dont care enough for chances? hmm.
there just comes a point where you gotta stop trying and see where life takes you with the lemons, eggs and whatnot.

i think, on my 266th post on the course of 3 years, i've reached it.

you think about yourself mosta the time you arent aware of the people around you. when you think you're the one with issues, you're blindsighted and tend to do and say things that, well, you shouldnt wouldnt say. coming to cjc, probably the first milestone ive attained/reached? its not that bigga deal for those in ny/vj/aj/wherever else you feel superior, but it is for me, especially its been surreal being here, some people amazing, but then again you have the downright shitty, hypocritical,backstabbing,i-know-it-all-no-one-else-does,self absorbed strumpets around wherever you go but whats new? well, i guess its just the intensity of it, ive just lost my way in figuring out how to deal with these issues,oh yea, here's a new year resolution, since most of us are too concerned with our selves, its high time i started being the same way

deepavali by the way isnt indian new year, its the festival of lights, its a big deal. seriously.

i need to lose ****
i need to start a savings account.
i need to get a phone, a sony installation cd, a life.
i need to get bdae gifts.
i need to stop procrastinating
i need to make time for my friends that are dear to me.
i need to start helping around the house.
i need to be more spiritual.
i need to work on my geog and pwn you at it.
i need to stop making lists that get lost along the way.

alright, randomness aside, yesterday was robelle's welcome back bbq and the arts house meeting, both were exceptionally cool shit, met wonderful people! :D i missed all of them.supersupermuch. went to ice cube after that, crepe's ultimate combo with kenneth :D had cookies and cream,peanuts, fudge and brownie cubes, bagus or what, he however was pretty bummed that we didnt get the mango -.-

parthibun looked darn skinny :(
and until i get that installation cd, no photos for you peeps bicthessss. glenda plus everyone else, hang on kay? :D

my deepest condolences to naren and his family, may god's grace carry his family through this tough time. faith. lubchu naren :D

fungry

2008-10-22T22:58:00.001-07:00

dont you just hate it when you're hungry?
like really hungry?
and there's nothing to eat at home and you're
a) too lazy to head out
b) hate eating alone and everyone's busy
c) raining
d) cant decide why you're staying home whining when you still have a pair.

of feet okay?

i lost my phone on the bus yesterday,i havent been avoiding your texts, or busy cost cutting. my fucking phone was left on the bus, and stolen soonafter. i am sorry if you guys have gone mad trying to contact me, ive got a couple of crazy people coming up to me today and asking me why the hell i own a phone when i cant be reachable. well people, my dear motov3xx is missing, now im stuck with the black v3, and sim card activation is tonight. please leave me your digits, for obvious reasons. no amount of words can describe how pissed/upset/saddddd/angry/annoyed i am, so im not gonna bother narrating the incident, consequences, aftershocks and all sorts.

leeyen, are you reading this? if you are...tmr how?
i miss naren, he's busy pimping these days.

ive made it to jc2, with a couble of Bs, Cs and Ds. no Es, Ss, or Us. who da ladaye?

okay bring on my nong shim cup noodles, and hair fall solution.

shoo!

2008-09-29T20:55:00.001-07:00

PROMOS LAH FUCK!

cornell.

2008-09-26T00:28:00.000-07:00

sorta like it actually, sold out though.

soon as you say.

2008-09-24T06:41:00.000-07:00

so maybe when things start looking up, i could go...
i have plans.

vamos, seriously. sick and tired of being emo shit gah gah gah.
who really cares though.
you think i havent made the efforrrrt, think again.
cb, at times like these you need some 42 by coldplay... now where is death and all his friends.